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Headaches and Heartaches
18 years ago
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I'd write a longer one if I didn't have such a bad headache from this cold. I got it three days ago from...something I won't mention, and it's been driving me insane. I have absolutely no energy and mother refuses to accept the fact that I'm sick and taking three or four naps a day due to said sickness. She is seeing it as laziness, which is completely unfair.
Speaking of unfair, I spoke to another psychotic pounced candidate today. Where do these people come from? >.> Even when you put in your profile that you are taken and looking for friends, they meet you acting all warm and fuzzy and cuddly, then you tell them about yourself and they turn into a total dick or bitch and block you / warm you / go invisible and every time you wish to speak with them they are busy or sign out immediately
Darin asked me what my Darkest fear was. He played for me a song from "The Guardian" which was a decent movie, but the song made me cry, so here I am Skypeing and getting all emotional and junk like I usually do when something makes me cry, I get all blubbery and shit. I hate it. So I just said I couldn't take it anymore because I feel like my wolf self has been decommissioned. Last night was the first night I had without a wolf in my dream and it got really disturbing. So there I was, sick, drowsy, nightmareish, and then the insomnia kicked in at 4 in the morning so I logged on to idle chat rooms. Nice.
Mother is allowing me to cash my check, but she's holding it over my head as something she will not do if I do not help her for mothers day. Technically, that's illegal, but she's doing it just because she can.
Dad spoke to me over the phone. He's giving her a mothers day surprise. That's nice. Too bad he missed their anniversary three years in a row. He's trying to suck up because she knows he cheated on her with that Mel or whatever the girl's name was. I spilled the beans, simply because I hate my mother, but the truth is: It was a mistake. It caused a lot of unnecessary drama. I should not have done it, but if it's one step closer to their divorce *shrugs* I'm going with dad and living in Florida if that happens. Darin's coming with me. He needs rescuing.
Haven't seen an alligator in a while. XD Not since I was four years old and lived down there. Ah, oh well. I don't miss the heat, that's for sure, and I'd miss this basement.
Time to go. Dehumidifier is beeping and I really really need to sleep (which will involve a lot of crying and stuff like that) so...tata.
Speaking of unfair, I spoke to another psychotic pounced candidate today. Where do these people come from? >.> Even when you put in your profile that you are taken and looking for friends, they meet you acting all warm and fuzzy and cuddly, then you tell them about yourself and they turn into a total dick or bitch and block you / warm you / go invisible and every time you wish to speak with them they are busy or sign out immediately
Darin asked me what my Darkest fear was. He played for me a song from "The Guardian" which was a decent movie, but the song made me cry, so here I am Skypeing and getting all emotional and junk like I usually do when something makes me cry, I get all blubbery and shit. I hate it. So I just said I couldn't take it anymore because I feel like my wolf self has been decommissioned. Last night was the first night I had without a wolf in my dream and it got really disturbing. So there I was, sick, drowsy, nightmareish, and then the insomnia kicked in at 4 in the morning so I logged on to idle chat rooms. Nice.
Mother is allowing me to cash my check, but she's holding it over my head as something she will not do if I do not help her for mothers day. Technically, that's illegal, but she's doing it just because she can.
Dad spoke to me over the phone. He's giving her a mothers day surprise. That's nice. Too bad he missed their anniversary three years in a row. He's trying to suck up because she knows he cheated on her with that Mel or whatever the girl's name was. I spilled the beans, simply because I hate my mother, but the truth is: It was a mistake. It caused a lot of unnecessary drama. I should not have done it, but if it's one step closer to their divorce *shrugs* I'm going with dad and living in Florida if that happens. Darin's coming with me. He needs rescuing.
Haven't seen an alligator in a while. XD Not since I was four years old and lived down there. Ah, oh well. I don't miss the heat, that's for sure, and I'd miss this basement.
Time to go. Dehumidifier is beeping and I really really need to sleep (which will involve a lot of crying and stuff like that) so...tata.
Please do not cause anymore trouble until I'm ready to depart my prision (home), the guards will feel better when they see that I can handle myself.