Well Cody's trip with me is over. We had to say our goodbyes tonight, and it was the most painful goodbye I have ever made. We both cried so much, I even had to pull over to the side of the road a few miles away because I was crying too hard.

I loved every minute with him, everything felt so comfortable and right while he was right beside me. This place takes a lot out of me and beats my love for him down, but finally having the chance to be together made everything better. Now that he is gone, I look around my room and miss him. Everything seems so empty, and lying here in my bed I can almost feel him here with me when I close my eyes. It's been barely 2 hours since we said goodbye and feels like it has been 24 hours, I miss him so much already. T_T

I want to thank  tavimunk and  ozziekitskunk for letting him stay with them and showing him a good time. We had such a good time hanging out with yall tonight and last night. I am sure you he will be fine and I wish I could be there now.

I can't wait to see Cody again. I feel like something is missing with me now. I know he likes it when I pick songs for him to listen to so I wanted to post a few for him and anyone else who cares to listen.

Thanks for reading,
KaGe

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jmIuNEhDTu4 - Lady Antebellum "When You Got a Good Thing" "Everybody keeps telling me I'm such a lucky man, lookin' at you standing there, I know I am."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vBErCVNP6rM - Brad Paisley "Little Moments" "When she's layin' on my shoulder on the sofa in the dark, and about the time she falls asleep so does my right arm, and I want so bad to move it 'cause it's tinglin' and it's numb, but she looks so much like an angel that I don't wanna wake her up."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HhZ1BdMtw_Q - Rob Thomas "Little Wonders" "Our lives are made in these small hours, these little wonders, these twists & turns of fate. Time falls away, but these small hours, these small hours still remain."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DKS_yJl_x70 - George Striat "You'll Be There" "Sometimes it seems I don't have a prayer, let the weather take me anywhere, but I know I wanna go, where the streets are gold, cause you'll be there."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_JE0HovpAzw - Owl City "Vanilla Twilight" "The silence isn't so bad, 'til I look at my hands and feel sad, 'cause the spaces between my fingers are right where your's fit perfectly."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vKHu1SowbwQ - Rascal Flatts "Close" (ok I know this one is a break-up song but the lyric is so true even when you just have to say goodbye) "It makes her feel close, makes her smile, it's like he's with her almost, til the tears take over. She's still in hell"