I hate disappointing people..I really do..but what if I'm disappointing myself above all? What do I do then?

I seriously need you here right now..I need you to help me, because I really do trust you more than I thought I did. Maybe it's because you're older..or maybe because no matter how hard I don't want to admit I really do..like you so much. I just want you to help me because I feel like you care more than any other person I've told my problems to..

I wish you could come over right now..and just let me be that helpless girl I never show anyone else. Let me cry in your embrace..and have you tell me what to do.