Ok Commission Update time. This has been a while coming, and with my baby sitting tomorrow and moving an 87 year old aunt across the street in Ny should be interesting. I had originally planned on getting Stormy's and A special annonimous person (due to the fact they are gifts for someone), only to have to watch said nephews again.

I am making it clear to my family I need time to work on things. There is no excuse to delay people.

Dragoneer (Contacted me that said money is on the way) 2 line arts
Tigercowboy (Check arrived all the way from Missouri!) 3 conbadges
Stom Catcher (Paid) Sketched--Awaiting Color
Anonymous (Paid) Designing Costumes for Colored piece and Duoptic Badges

WerewolfHero mentioned wanting one, but never got past asking if I was still giving them.
Damien666 on ygallery mentioned wanting several, but turned out to commission others and never pay.
Charle Chisam on Y! messenger mentioned wanting one, but never sent an email back.

Tuesday and Wednesday I've been promised I will finally be able to concentrate and work. My sister also agreed she'd help out with travel expenses for when I car pool with the gang to Anthrocon. Thursday mom does a bone density and mammogram so I gotta watch the kids no winning there. Friday to Sunday I should have to myself as well.

All work will be finished by the 22nd bar none. I hate delays. I'm cashing things this weekend so there is no dilly dallying.

It's bad enough my comic got shunted back because of these little hooligans and I've got no money to show for it while my sister paid 10 bucks an hour to total strangers for supplemental watching. I need time to work on Anthrocon stuff, at long last.

I have a splash page or two I've been dying to do along with a crest and a mini illustrated history book for my portfolio I'd liked colored amongst my hundreds of sketches (a few of which I shall bring) all after my 2003 visit to AC.

I'm worried AC is gonna be a bust like last time. I'm hoping that there will be people willing to draw in the Zoo, and that there are a decent amount of no arrogant artists around who like to kick back and draw to be social. I'm going ot make it a point no matter how overwhelmed I am not to retreat back into my hotel room. I did that the last time and ended up missing allot of good stuff after my group left me to get to talk to some popular people.

There is a singular thought in my head amongst all of this. Revenge. I want it badly. Like shredding meat between my teeth eating London Broil Steak. I want to make sure I show those upstarts from several years back I'm not the doormat they took me for, rise up and tell them, "I am mad as all hell and I'm not going to take it anymore."

All sketches and such will be posted as well as the finals here.

I have 28 days remaining, and despite explanations to my family they took 8 and seek to take more from me. I'm just gonna loose it and go ballistic on them. I have nothing done yet again with a deadline and I don't want a repeat of last year where they sucked up so much time of mine only to look at me stupid when I told them they screwed up my chances of getting something published. Not again.

I need to relax. I said I was going for fun but it won't be fun if I have nothing done in time. I need an equalizier. Something to put me on solid ground when I face the jerks. A little something of everything with backgrounds thats no one can just come up to and say "That's awful all you drawing is muscle? No backgrounds? Pleeze!". It's something the fandom taught me you have to earn even if a majority of people feel that it isn't.