Day 3 of the Super F-unfair Depression
16 years ago
General
Does anyone even read Journals anymore?
The F in F-unfair stands for fucking.
More depression, more strife with friends, more stress in school...
I can't just wait for this fucking school to be over...I want to go to my job, who can be dull too but at least it has to do with cooking and not fucmking math and chemistry.
So I have one day to make a presentation for Math regarding...some shit, I don't know the english terms.
And today and tommorrow for a fucking presentation on Emulgations and Emulgators for chemistry classes...
Just shoot me...
Ah well, at least I got my politics exam back, seven solid points of 15 possible ones, with 15 being something you only reach when you're god or jesus or, I dunno, L. Ron Hubbard the old Thetan scarecrow.
Sorry for having like no progression at all on stories. I have like a half finished PSR story, a started character resumee for my second team on the PCA and another started story and draft for another story series, which is hard SF. But the PSR story is impossible to write right now cuz of my friendship problems, the SF story I had no spirit to do whatsoever and the same goes for the PCA team sheet draft.
Plus, I need to write one or two stories for Janus, one for Biofox, a private one for Keir cuz I just had the inspiration for it...but seriously, if I won't get better from my depression, you can scrap all this.
Overall, I dunno. Right now the PCA/PSR seems to be no fun, and I see that among a lot of friends. Everyone is fucking depressed or stressed out. Worse shit happens every day in the world and it seems we're all spiraling downwards. Or maybe I'm just pessimistic again.
Anyway, brb, need to drown myself in coke.
More depression, more strife with friends, more stress in school...
I can't just wait for this fucking school to be over...I want to go to my job, who can be dull too but at least it has to do with cooking and not fucmking math and chemistry.
So I have one day to make a presentation for Math regarding...some shit, I don't know the english terms.
And today and tommorrow for a fucking presentation on Emulgations and Emulgators for chemistry classes...
Just shoot me...
Ah well, at least I got my politics exam back, seven solid points of 15 possible ones, with 15 being something you only reach when you're god or jesus or, I dunno, L. Ron Hubbard the old Thetan scarecrow.
Sorry for having like no progression at all on stories. I have like a half finished PSR story, a started character resumee for my second team on the PCA and another started story and draft for another story series, which is hard SF. But the PSR story is impossible to write right now cuz of my friendship problems, the SF story I had no spirit to do whatsoever and the same goes for the PCA team sheet draft.
Plus, I need to write one or two stories for Janus, one for Biofox, a private one for Keir cuz I just had the inspiration for it...but seriously, if I won't get better from my depression, you can scrap all this.
Overall, I dunno. Right now the PCA/PSR seems to be no fun, and I see that among a lot of friends. Everyone is fucking depressed or stressed out. Worse shit happens every day in the world and it seems we're all spiraling downwards. Or maybe I'm just pessimistic again.
Anyway, brb, need to drown myself in coke.
Stitch-Mimulus
~stitch-mimulus
poke you should be more calm after that you have us still to snuggle .. i think so >.<
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