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I am 22
16 years ago
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in about 3 minutes, I will be 22 according to the Canadian Time, now.. before that happens, I wanted to say some things.
I used to have a lot of people around me in this site, I used to be very social and spend days and weeks online, talking with everyone who wanted to talk to me.
Everyone back then would send me notes/texts/emails/shouts/etc, knowing exactly that it was my birthday, I wouldn't ever wanted to make anybody do something special for me because for me friendship wasn't based on gifts or anything like it, it was something of trust, care and understanding.
After sometime I felt distant, not knowing if it was me or the other end that made it that way... but it surely got me hurt, and since then I started getting away from the online world, because all the people that used to have a very special place in my heart, would be cold and distant...
Today I kind of regret all that, just because I have a fear to get close to anybody anymore, unless I can touch you, unless I can reach you, I am afraid you might go away, taking with you my care...
I am a year older now, and it feels just like yesterday, I am not worthy for a friend anymore, but I really want to keep my emotions, intact.
Thank you for reading.
I used to have a lot of people around me in this site, I used to be very social and spend days and weeks online, talking with everyone who wanted to talk to me.
Everyone back then would send me notes/texts/emails/shouts/etc, knowing exactly that it was my birthday, I wouldn't ever wanted to make anybody do something special for me because for me friendship wasn't based on gifts or anything like it, it was something of trust, care and understanding.
After sometime I felt distant, not knowing if it was me or the other end that made it that way... but it surely got me hurt, and since then I started getting away from the online world, because all the people that used to have a very special place in my heart, would be cold and distant...
Today I kind of regret all that, just because I have a fear to get close to anybody anymore, unless I can touch you, unless I can reach you, I am afraid you might go away, taking with you my care...
I am a year older now, and it feels just like yesterday, I am not worthy for a friend anymore, but I really want to keep my emotions, intact.
Thank you for reading.
*huggles*
I've gone through the same feelings. I used to be really chummy with a bunch of furries for awhile but then we all just kinda drifted away and it sucked.
Happy birthday silly tiger. :)
May it be filled with love and good fortune.
Naw, I'm quite nice. I hug you! And your husband too! I think keeping in line of emotions is pretty hard sometimes. But it's a thing we all face. And don't worry about feeling like you need to owe communication or time to anyone. We'll still be here, and we know you're busy.
Now I expect Ruick giving a gift for your birthday. He's a bad hubby if he doesn't do anything.
Happy 22th!
And I might not know you too well, but you seem like a nice guy very worthy of friends :O3 I hope you feel better and regain your trust
Seeya tomorrow in class :3
have a blast, get pissed. Cheers for beers and sexy rears! And enjoy your birthday. :D
Not sure if you consider me a friend, or acquaintance, or just some guy on the net that comments on your art / journals, but regardless, if I seem cold or distant, it's because I'm too shy to ever speak to anyone, especially a good / popular artist like yourself, heh.
But you've always been nice / kind to me when we do talk, so I do think you're very worthy as a friend. :)
Apologies if I misread your journal or read too much into it. ^^;
Mahun
Even though we're not "the best of friends" you're pretty cool, sweet, admirable kind of guy. Have a good one!
I know how you feel, I've been sort of going through those emotions lately. It doesnt feel nice does it?
I'm here if you fancy a talk! Send a note or a IM! :)
Sorry for rushing away when I spoke to you outside of class the other day. I had a big project on a "beginning of class" deadline that I had to finish working on :P
I liked the character cards you made :D
Online is a portal where bonds are made to convert them into reality with mutual desire and a solid base.... at least that's what it used to be, thank you for thinking of me that way, I would love to meet you and your loved one, enjoy!