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The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly
15 years ago
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Well...let's see. This is the first Journal I've had in a while so where do I begin.
-sigh-
Welp, first thing's first. Life's kinda crappy for me at the moment. The love of my life left me just shortly after my 18th birthday, I'm failing my classes, I keep getting technical difficulties, my group I was hoping to get going completely fell apart, I got disowned by people I held very close to me, and I may not be able to graduate. Things don't seem like they want to improve in any way, shape or form, and I've fallen into some really really deep pits of depression, and I'm trying to make do with what I can.
On the upside, I've been playing my new favorite games to what seems like no end, including Aliens vs Predator, Bioshock 2, and the king of my collection Mass Effect 2. I've been gaming quite a bit here and there and I got some of my collection built up, both for my PC and some games on my Xbox 360, although it isn't saying much. I'm trying to see about getting my grades up but I'll be grounded from the internet every now and again, or that's the assumption. If I just keep working I won't lose any internet time, I hope.
Though I'll admit, stuff just isn't looking very high and mighty for me and I'm having difficulty moving along. I'm still trying at the least. Trying to make new friends, do some different things, and maybe things will improve. That's the hope anyway. Not to mention there's still my book.
ZombieZephyr, from FA and DA, and also Steam, has been helping me quite a bit with my book and he's officially my co-writer. I dunno where the hell I'd be without him around. (Thanks Zombz). So far as for progress on it, he and I are actually working on 3 different prelude stories that are optional to read, but take place before my book. I'm also trying to solidify ideas and use the Prelude bits to practice on my writing, and hopefully things will turn out good. Hell, the book is one of the main reasons I still have a reason to go on.
Anyway, I guess that's all for my progress report. Things still feel pretty crappy and I keep falling into some depression pits, but at least I'm still walking. I'm just hoping I don't fall into another pit of spikes that I was barely able to climb out of...
Til the next time,
-M.
-sigh-
Welp, first thing's first. Life's kinda crappy for me at the moment. The love of my life left me just shortly after my 18th birthday, I'm failing my classes, I keep getting technical difficulties, my group I was hoping to get going completely fell apart, I got disowned by people I held very close to me, and I may not be able to graduate. Things don't seem like they want to improve in any way, shape or form, and I've fallen into some really really deep pits of depression, and I'm trying to make do with what I can.
On the upside, I've been playing my new favorite games to what seems like no end, including Aliens vs Predator, Bioshock 2, and the king of my collection Mass Effect 2. I've been gaming quite a bit here and there and I got some of my collection built up, both for my PC and some games on my Xbox 360, although it isn't saying much. I'm trying to see about getting my grades up but I'll be grounded from the internet every now and again, or that's the assumption. If I just keep working I won't lose any internet time, I hope.
Though I'll admit, stuff just isn't looking very high and mighty for me and I'm having difficulty moving along. I'm still trying at the least. Trying to make new friends, do some different things, and maybe things will improve. That's the hope anyway. Not to mention there's still my book.
ZombieZephyr, from FA and DA, and also Steam, has been helping me quite a bit with my book and he's officially my co-writer. I dunno where the hell I'd be without him around. (Thanks Zombz). So far as for progress on it, he and I are actually working on 3 different prelude stories that are optional to read, but take place before my book. I'm also trying to solidify ideas and use the Prelude bits to practice on my writing, and hopefully things will turn out good. Hell, the book is one of the main reasons I still have a reason to go on.
Anyway, I guess that's all for my progress report. Things still feel pretty crappy and I keep falling into some depression pits, but at least I'm still walking. I'm just hoping I don't fall into another pit of spikes that I was barely able to climb out of...
Til the next time,
-M.
