Well, folks... I am extremely lonely. My mate calls every night, but just to say goodnight- which is really sweet...But we hardly ever get to really talk anymore... School eats up that time, and what not...Not to mention long distance.

Now, I'm starting to realize that...I don't really have any friends. It's not like I scared them off (sorry to tell you that people actually don't think I'm, quote, a "vindictive bitch", Rhiannon. :3 ) I'm just really picky...With normal people....and the ones I do get along with seem...Busy, or already in a clique. I don't feel like I fit in...

I don't even have any online friends that I talk to on a regular basis- they either decide that they are flamingly gay, into things I do not approve of, but most of the time, they just give up on talking to me, because I don't want a MATE, I want a friend- and nothing even physically further than that.

Sigh....and I'm pretty sure that my best friend doesn't like me any more. I don't fit into her group, I guess. I never hear from her...and I'm really upset that a promise sort of went undone.

I guess this is what I get for paying so much attention to my boyfriend- now all my good friends are too busy with their loves to just, hang out, or talk. Not like it would matter, since most of them live more than 4 hours away....Sigh...

Life seems futile. I feel lost.

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I got a new AIM sn! and I have yahoo now.:3 Yay! So note me if you want them

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I got unlimited text messages and pix messages and stuff!
Sooo Note me if you want my cell numbah! :D

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100 Themes Art Challenge! Draw one image for each of these themes. The rewards is that pic 100 is your choice!


Here are the subjects!

</l>1. Introduction </l>
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
<l>59. No Way Out</l>
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
<l>83. Heal</l>
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude

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Art trades: Open
Commissions: OPEN PLEASE.
Requests: NEVER. Unless you are a friend. A good one, too.