The thing that happened last night started with my progress report,.. Heh I got an F- in algebra 2 and and F in marketing. That report was supposed to come out in the next week or two. So instead my guidance counselor goes and tells my mom instead of letting it come in the mail.
I was supposed to go out last night with,.. Just about everyone I'm friends with, that includes  nightfox7 Now... I really love this guy.. Even if we are on a break.. That's the main reason why I wanted to go, can you blame me though? I wanted to see him, which I haven't done since the beginning of January, I wanted somebody to hug for the first time in months.
When I got home my mother answered the door with an evil look. She gave me her phone and said "call your friends and tell them you aren't going anywhere. I asked why, she said you know why. It was about my grades and stuff.
Now I have hardly ever talked back to my mother before... I started to actually defend myself, she always made me feel so scared, but something happened and I yelled back at her. I asked if I could go out for just tonight and she screamed at me, I screamed back. She went to grab me and I reacted as to hold her hand from hurting me. She went to choke me against the wall. I pushed her off of me.
I called the police. She told me it would be the biggest mistake of my life. She went around to pushing me around, I didn't lay a hand on her so the police couldn't pin me for anything.
An officer came and got us settled down. He asked what happened and we told him exactly what did. He asked what was so important, so i asked if it could be private. We stepped outside and I told him everything... I told him I was gay, told him why I wanted to see my "boyfriend" and how he's actually the only person in the world who wants me to do well, he's helped me get my life on track. (yeah I am talking to you )
The officer was cool about it, he told me to talk to my counselor about what I can do to graduate this year, if I don't talk to my counselor he'll find out heh.. And nobody was arrested.
So now, I'm at my grandmothers house for the weekend. And I had to explain to her why I called the cops, tellin me I was an idiot for it. But if I didn't then nobody would be there to moderate what was happening. Heh... Then she asked me why Friday night was so important,... I told her I was going to see somebody special,.. She asked if it were a girl, I said no and cried the whole way to my grandmothers house, luckily my grandmother said she still loved me anyway, doesn't understand, but she loves me still. So now she knows.


Sorry for this whole thing you guys... I just needed to tell my friends, I'll more than likely be gone for a while because of this, so if contact between you and I start to fade away, then I am sorry.

I love you all so much, I really do.