Okay, so things didn't go quite as I planned... Ummm, honestly everything fell apart. Not really going to bore y’all with details but I'll give the low down on what has happened since my last post.
I've been beat up, drugged, forcibly violated, and mentally abused. I’ve had a mental break down, relapsed, seen things I wish I could un-see, subjected myself to self abuse, had suicide attempts, had lots of scars and blood, performed a self-operation, failed out of school, had therapy, experienced recovering and healing, and had more friends leaving me.
Kind of a lot of stuff, I know it, and it all sounds pretty unbelievable but it was hell and I'm just defeated. Who knows of what repercussions might be in the future for me, the only thing I know is that I need to try again and fix everything one little piece at a time. All in all it could be worse, and time heals, so hope is there for me.
I have started working on a few ideas and will be laying low for a good while, although I’m sure you can get me out of my little world that I’m hiding in if you want, I’m still up for some fun.
I think from here on out it’s truly going to be a good year.