Quick and short, my internet is shut off. Well, will be getting shutoff here on the 30th of this month. For those that have been wondering where the hell I have been for the past week, I haven't been on my computer either. As a matter in fact I am at the fucking library again (as i was doing 6 months ago) right now. Thats the non-TL DR info. Heres why (Which is a TL DR's worth of complaining and self pitty);

I can't use my PC. Why? Cause my mother knows so fucking much more then me about them. Specifics: Apparently when you don't Defragment your harddrive your PC will go to shit and you will have to throw it away. Also, when you have 50,000+ files on it (Including the ones involving the systems OS) , your pc will go to shit and you will have to throw it away. THose aren't her exact words but its damn well what she was implying. Which, sadly, is based around some truth. Kinda, out of context tho.

I have gone through like 3 other computers in the past 2 years at their (parents) expense. None of which I am responsible for. Ok I lied, 1 is my fault. >> (personal notes:)

1.) Model: Windows 2000
Processor: .233 GhZ
RAM: 256 Mb
HD Size: 12 Gbs
Fate: Hard Drive burned out. I was messing around with some hardware and the PC wouldn't leave BIOS. Shit pissed me off. Hit the garbage can a week later after removing the RAM and Processor

2.) Model: Windows 98
Processor: .8 Ghz
RAM: 512 mb
HD: 32 Gb
Fate: BIOS got corrupted by a .PNG file? ok that was silly. Other then for modern shit, PC was good for some old fashioned gaming. Got thrown away when we got the next computer. (Dumbass alcoholic boyfreind of moms through it out. YOU COULDA STILL USED THAT MOTHER FUCKER *facepalm*)

3.) Model: Windows XP SP2
processor: 1.2 GHZ
RAM: 124ish (originally)
hd: 32 Gb also
Fate: Upgrades. To tell you the truth, there was nothing wrong with it really, other then it needed supporting parts to back up what we where doing with it. In that case, upgrading the internals and stuff. Sadly, the puny 300 mega watt needed to be sub'd with a 600. So the 300 would would over heat and shut off after 15 minutes. (I'd let it cool for 30 then get back on 15 later etc etc.) Again, when we got "A new one because the other one is a money pitt" this one got thrown away (dumb ass guy again). I wouldn't have cared like the last 98 I had, but this fucker had HOURS AND HOURS worth of ART AND IMPORTANT FILES TO ME ON IT.

My Current one on the desk at home (4.) Model: Windows XP SP3
Processor: 3.0 Ghz
RAM: 512 mb
hd: 40 gb
Fate: Alive and Active. HOWEVER due to unessacery mediation from my birth giver and her boyfreind I am not touching that fucker anymore. Not even for simple drawing or jack shit. Just because they pay'd OVER 9000 more then what its worth doesnt mean I should HAVE to use it.

/end personal note

I am going to buy lo4lyfe's PC where I Don't have to worry about not being able to make files or defrag it every 5 seconds. Maybe that will satisfy my compulsion to use a PC 24/7.

lulz it sounds like I AM FUCKING OBSSESSED WITH COMPUTERS but I am not. I just know more then what I am given credit for and THERES NOTHING TO FUCKING DO but play ps2 *cries* so I Permabanned myself from my PC. Also, internet is getting shutoff because I am a smartass who talks back. (only when mom is wrong though *wink*)