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Tring to keep my head in the game
15 years ago
Since Last journal:
Since last journal posted at the start of the month. Some items on what I wanted to be done got accomplished. I been finding myself fighting the lack of motivation and the putting off till tomorrow attitude. That sort of thing has been killing me in trying to talk to friends and steady employment.
I been finding if I want to accomplish a drawing; a good drawing, working on a website or creating a design. They take a good bit amount of time and cant be thrown together. Looking at a good bit of 6 hours I dont have. When the situation has you living with someone; family in this case, who feels the world should stop to get what they want done, done. Once cant get any of their own task done. In other words,,,, I gotta get out of this HOUSE.
Friend Situation:
I feeling a bit alone recently. Been trying to seek out friend in the fandom. It has been hard for me to keep communication with my current friends. I like drawing art of friends characters and other trades. I so dislike when people send me messages asking for request and dont want to pay for them.
I will not do it for you unless you put some one down. Com on! We are living in a Captislist republic, not a communist. But I digress. ...
I should try to just send out e-mails and see how everyone is doing. One thing I learned about talking or communicating. Friends do like to talk about there day and want someone to lessen.
Love Life:
Going about this the wrong way I think. I been in the habit of checking dating and match making website too often. To the point I spend a few hours of my week on there. Hours I could get things done and instead I finding a mate. On websites such as pounce and plenty of fish. Just want a good loving hug!
Dang it, I got to stop going on websites more than once a day. I think i got played this week by someone online. Alot of shady things that occurred between me and the girl, online that is. I should of lessen to that little jimmy cricket, whos hitting me with a baseball bat like the Bear Jew from Inglorious Bastards and saying: "stop IT"
Up coming:
I said my two bits about what is the blah and Blee around me. What I hope to do is find some job or get some commissions before the end of March. Which is coming fast!! I say this so often about what I want to do. When should just do it for crying out load.
Since last journal posted at the start of the month. Some items on what I wanted to be done got accomplished. I been finding myself fighting the lack of motivation and the putting off till tomorrow attitude. That sort of thing has been killing me in trying to talk to friends and steady employment.
I been finding if I want to accomplish a drawing; a good drawing, working on a website or creating a design. They take a good bit amount of time and cant be thrown together. Looking at a good bit of 6 hours I dont have. When the situation has you living with someone; family in this case, who feels the world should stop to get what they want done, done. Once cant get any of their own task done. In other words,,,, I gotta get out of this HOUSE.
Friend Situation:
I feeling a bit alone recently. Been trying to seek out friend in the fandom. It has been hard for me to keep communication with my current friends. I like drawing art of friends characters and other trades. I so dislike when people send me messages asking for request and dont want to pay for them.
I will not do it for you unless you put some one down. Com on! We are living in a Captislist republic, not a communist. But I digress. ...
I should try to just send out e-mails and see how everyone is doing. One thing I learned about talking or communicating. Friends do like to talk about there day and want someone to lessen.
Love Life:
Going about this the wrong way I think. I been in the habit of checking dating and match making website too often. To the point I spend a few hours of my week on there. Hours I could get things done and instead I finding a mate. On websites such as pounce and plenty of fish. Just want a good loving hug!
Dang it, I got to stop going on websites more than once a day. I think i got played this week by someone online. Alot of shady things that occurred between me and the girl, online that is. I should of lessen to that little jimmy cricket, whos hitting me with a baseball bat like the Bear Jew from Inglorious Bastards and saying: "stop IT"
Up coming:
I said my two bits about what is the blah and Blee around me. What I hope to do is find some job or get some commissions before the end of March. Which is coming fast!! I say this so often about what I want to do. When should just do it for crying out load.
