Peter's plane is leaving here in about a couple of hours so HE MADE IT.

HE MADE IT AND IM OKAY WITH IT. <3

Because I know that this is the start of a new adventure for both of us. Will it be rainbows and unicorns? No. Will I probably miss the fuck out of him? I'm already doing that right now.

But goddamnit I can't wait to find out where this takes me and him. I'm not going to let this stop me, and doing so will be a major milestone for me, since I get so discouraged and upset easily and tend to just spiral down until I'm just a sad little sack.

This time I am not going to disappoint him or fuck myself into not eating and sleeping. That is going to stop here and now. I'm going to take care of myself and make goddamn sure that I don't fuck up.

More love and thanks to all the wonderful people I know, on and offline who put up with my whiny emotional shit
Thank you all so much <3 <3 <3