its about 1 im the morening right now and about 30 hours ago i got blind-sided. a good friend of mine died... she was 19 and becomming a model. i was planning of going down to chicago to see her this summer.
and now today at 4 in the afternoon, i have a dr apt. to try and find out why im haveing the pain on the right side of my ribs and difficulty moving my left arm. i have been told that there are a few things possible. first, i have sever nerve damage somewhere between my spine and heart (because my heart slows dramaticaly every time i experiance pain there), i have a tumor thats pressing on the nerve, or a mix of the too.
and seeing as how all that istn enough, all the women at my school are too shallow to even give me a chance. they are all too afraid of what others would think. it is a load of bull shit! i am one of the nicest guys in that school, all my friends think so. my problem is im too nice, which i guess is strangely possible but makes no sence.