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guaghf
15 years ago
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Kinda really over feeling a cold sickness in my guts every time i come across a certain persons icon or user name. srsly, why can't i just get the fuck over it.
I am over it, but why does that unpleasant feeling still linger. I don't like to hold grudges, bad things happen for a reason, we learn lessons and we move on.
But its been long enough for me now, i don't want to keep feeling PHYSICALLY ill ( i actually feel like i want to throw up out of nervousness or some weird unexplained feeling) when i get reminded. I usually get over this shit quickly.
maybe cos it was left unsettled (in my opinion) and i wish things could have been settled better.
do i confront the person and say there are no hard feelings? would that make me weak? god knows I've changed a lot inside since all this happened. But when that nasty cold feeling in your stomach keeps coming back... does it mean something needs to be fixed?
This isn't an emo rant thing lol, and i want to keep the "who's and whats" to myself. But has anyone felt the same when they fell out with someone? I really want the feelings to go away.
I am over it, but why does that unpleasant feeling still linger. I don't like to hold grudges, bad things happen for a reason, we learn lessons and we move on.
But its been long enough for me now, i don't want to keep feeling PHYSICALLY ill ( i actually feel like i want to throw up out of nervousness or some weird unexplained feeling) when i get reminded. I usually get over this shit quickly.
maybe cos it was left unsettled (in my opinion) and i wish things could have been settled better.
do i confront the person and say there are no hard feelings? would that make me weak? god knows I've changed a lot inside since all this happened. But when that nasty cold feeling in your stomach keeps coming back... does it mean something needs to be fixed?
This isn't an emo rant thing lol, and i want to keep the "who's and whats" to myself. But has anyone felt the same when they fell out with someone? I really want the feelings to go away.
Been there, been there, not good times
Best thing I did was make my heart a stone and ban the cause of said emotional distress from my life, even though it was hard.
Time heals many wounds, but there will always remain scars.
things are better now, but I'm still at a loss of what to do.
I dunno, it's weird and hard to explain. I'm one of those people who's REALLY hard to piss off or get me to hate someone. I just...don't. I dunno lol.
But I'm sorry you feel that way. Wish I could help. :[
but yeah, it's probably a good idea to poke at the person or something. :ccc