if i payed you guys
15 years ago
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in all honisty, if i payed one of you guys to come and kill me, would you?
niku1987
~niku1987
hun pm me
yiharbin
~yiharbin
OP
?
niku1987
~niku1987
you dont need to be killed
yiharbin
~yiharbin
OP
id very much like to be
niku1987
~niku1987
well you may feel like it but i think you would be better off in thiss world
yiharbin
~yiharbin
OP
what is there thats so amasing in life?
niku1987
~niku1987
hun i have thought that myself before and now i see there is so much more to life it is worth it
yiharbin
~yiharbin
OP
...like what?
niku1987
~niku1987
well there is alot to life like well friends and familiy and meeting ppl find new things out there
yiharbin
~yiharbin
OP
is it really worth all the pain of living?
niku1987
~niku1987
yes it is hun i found through alot of pain and i am a happier person from excperineing it all and im glad i did
yiharbin
~yiharbin
OP
ive delt with a lot of shit and i cant take much more
niku1987
~niku1987
hun how old are you
yiharbin
~yiharbin
OP
15. i have been through a lot though. both the cats i grew up with died, i have a really big family and im going to funerals all the time and i even saw my uncle steaven die of a heart attack with my own two eyes. my girlfriend leaving me was like the last straw
niku1987
~niku1987
aww hun i just got down being hurt ten min ago so im feel you hun "holds him purring"
yiharbin
~yiharbin
OP
*holds tightly* life just really sucks
niku1987
~niku1987
"kisses his cheek" yes hun it does suck at times
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