So I went out with my parents today and it was such a beautiful day. And thanks to the cat and dog, I only got 3 hours of sleep =D .... x.x So, while I was out, I was much more "unwary" of myself and tended to stare at things I liked and didn't like. And I still haven't recovered from that lack of sleep, so now it seems like a good idea to post what I have found X3

Things that make me happy:

- Flowers ~ We were mostly flower shopping for my mother's garden and gosh did the flowers wake me up o.o They just made me feel so cheerful ^^ All the pretty colors, the sweet scents, and the delectably soft petals. I even found one I really liked, called Aquilegia. Those elongated petals are so sexy o.o I kinda wanna draw a character based on them now, but we'll see how that turns out once I've regained consciousness XD

- Silly Children ~ I just brightens my day to see a young child being silly. Not like "gee, what a friggan brat" kind of silly, but the "omg! that's so cute and innocent!" kind of silly @.@ Bonus points if the child is older and still retains that same cuteness and innocence X3

- Nice, Good-Natured Old People ~ Usually old people make me sad, because it means some day I'm going to break down and be just as helpless as them. But when they're nice, good-natured, and even cheery; it shines some hope into old age. If some people can come out being so great as them, even after all the crap life throws at you, then it might not actually be so bad after all ^^

- Girls with their ear sticking out through their long, straight, silky hair ~ OMG it's so cute! I don't really know why, but if their ears stick out like that I can't help but want to hug them o.o Not the deformed dumbo ears, of course, but the larger than average ears that would make the girl self-conscious about them being too big X3 Maybe that's how someone with a foot fetish works? I mean, I wouldn't try to hump someones ear, but if they're clean I would totally nom on them X3

- Pregnant Woman ~ They're so awesome o.o Well, most are. Not the ones where you're debating if they're pregnant or just plain fat, or the ones where you're like "How did she get pregnant?! o.O" either. But like today, while we were going through the vegetable plants, there was this cute, kinda skinny woman (not a hotty; I don't particularly like hotties, I like some cute flaws) wearing a floppy, large brimmed, straw sun hat and a black tank top. And she was sporting an ~8 month-large pregnant belly with slightly swollen breasts that was all quite easily visible and clearly outlined (I could see her belly button; so cute~ X3). She was by herself, squatting and bending over and looking at all sorts of plants. I talked with her a little bit, and she did sound a bit air-headed (she can't help if she's Southern XP), but I couldn't help but admire and adore her o.o If I was a bit more daring, I would have asked to rub her belly XD But staring was good enough for me ;P Gosh... I really get into a relationship XD

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Things that make me sad:

- Obese Children ~ I don't mean when they clearly have some sort of glandular problem; I'm talking about when it's quite apparent that the parents aren't taking care of their kids. There's "baby fat" and then there's a "fat baby". Like the 3-6 year olds that probably weigh twice as much as I did at that age o.O I can't help but pity the child and despise the parents for neglecting the kid by only feeding them fast food and cheap Walmart crap -.-

- Bulky Guys ~ The kind of guys that aren't just muscular, they have a thick layer of padding; and that thick layer applies to their head as well. They walk around like they're the kings of the world or something. This doesn't include fat guys, I've got a few friends like them, they're fun people. I'm talking about the kind of guy you'd expect to be on a football team or asking "ya wanna wressle?" Geeze, if I wanted a strong guy, I would go with a friggan hockey player. They've got tones upon tones and are hung like a friggan horse o.O (I have a friend who used to live across the hall from a bunch of hockey players in a dorm. They liked to walk around the hallway nude (the RA didn't care since it was some side hall very few people ventured down and nobody complained) and "washboard" was an understatement of their abs o.o).

- Women that don't take any care of themselves ~ Okay, there was this "recently made mother" I saw during my outing who must have been in her late teens/early twenties. She had a child that was somewhere between 1 and 2 y/o. She was... blech. It's expected to have quite a bit of weight after you give birth. But god, for the sake of peoples' visions, at least buy clothes that fit x.x She was always hunched over, her face didn't even look washed, and her breasts were literally jiggling over her bra like a couple of overpacked cases of flan. Her gut was beyond pudgy and the striped shirt she wore hung over her pants sooo much x.x Her friends that came with her were actually presentable, on the pudgy side but in a cute way with clothing that matched, so it wasn't like the girl couldn't have known better -.-

- Smoking ~ Blech blech blech blech bleeeech. I don't know what people see in cigarettes to even start. Sure it can kinda help with stress, but so can masturbation and gaming! At least with masturbation and gaming you don't end up smelling like ass x.x I also have the reflexive reaction to stop breathing whenever I inhale smoke like that (developed from building lots of fires in camp and the like =3 (fire GOOD! XD)), so I can almost always tell when there's a smoker around. It smells sooo bad and it makes me wanna cough up a lung just inhaling it second hand x.x Any cute guy/girl that suddenly lights up a fresh one is instantly and utterly dismissed and deemed "blech" in my book. I mean, I can be friends with someone that smokes, I have a few who do, but I can't get close to them. And if they're a smoking mother around they're >5 y/o children, I wanna punch them in the face -.-


tl;dr: THIS IS A SLEEP DEPRIVED RANT =DDDDD