I have been deeply depressed since i lost my mate cause of RL situations, i miss him deeply, and i am sincerely sorry for any pain i caused him, and beg for his forgiveness, I still cry myself to sleep reading old message logs between us, it pains me deeply to have hurt him, and it tears me apart not having him, my heart aches every time i hear or read his name, i miss his friendship

I wish i could do things over again and do it right, and not make the mistakes i made last time around, my life has felt empty without him, and i have had a rough life recently, and i have been missing him deeply, i miss talking with him, and i miss the feeling i got when i talked with him