First of all, I apoligize for the prvious journal. It's just that, The Hurt Locker? Come on. I saw that movie, and it was dumb. It was the same scene over and over again. Will he or will he not get himself blown up? Academy jagoffs....

Anyhoo, how does one motivate themselves to draw? To create art? To be able to get the images out of one's head, and down onto paper, on rthe computer screen or whatever media one chooses. I tried Riven Phoenix's program, the structure of man, but it quicley got boring and repetitive. I guess I just don't have the passion that other people have for art. My passion is my job and my physical activities. I believe one must enjoy drawing to be any good at it. And for me, drawing doesn't bring the jot that it brings to the greats. Crap. I wasted too much money on all this artsy crap.