I'm finally realizing that I can't afford not to draw more.

I mean... gah... I'm not sure how to phrase it... it's like...

I'm realizing that I've got so much potential that I'm wasting by being so non-prolific, producing so little

realizing the obvious fact that having talent doesn't matter if you don't use it

perhaps my motivations were as pure and cowardly as a fear of trying out forms of art I'm not used to.

well no more of that.

It's high time that I started challenging my limits and mastering new skills, both in terms of art and other areas of my life.

I guess I've realized the obvious: doing something feels better than doing nothing.