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I'm not sure I could be more depressed right now
15 years ago
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Well I can't sleep. I was at the Doctors yesterday to talk about my operation.
I'm not allowed to have my infusion which is like the one thing that keeps me sustainable. Which I was hoping to have right before Confuzzled. So I might be at the con at less then fighting fit.
Also the operation is been planned to on the 12th of May and I have to be admitted on the 11th. Confuzzled is from the 7th of May till the 10th... yep so the day after it I go in to hospital.
After the operation it's unclear when I'm allowed to go back home. some patients go home a few days after it. Some go home after a FEW MONTHS.
and all the while I miss so and so's.... *ears droop and sighs*
I'm not allowed to have my infusion which is like the one thing that keeps me sustainable. Which I was hoping to have right before Confuzzled. So I might be at the con at less then fighting fit.
Also the operation is been planned to on the 12th of May and I have to be admitted on the 11th. Confuzzled is from the 7th of May till the 10th... yep so the day after it I go in to hospital.
After the operation it's unclear when I'm allowed to go back home. some patients go home a few days after it. Some go home after a FEW MONTHS.
and all the while I miss so and so's.... *ears droop and sighs*
I say go to CF anyway have some fun and cheer yourself up, it'll take your mind off the operation. (somthing My mum used to Doo before big stressful stuff, she used to take us out somwhere like The safari park or Blackpool)
Take care hon
Xx