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Feeling Stressed and Depressed.
18 years ago
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... Sorry about the big lack of updates again. This is just how I am.
Been trying to keep myself from getting an artblock by creating little Body bases and making clothings for them. Its kind of fun!
Beware! Lots of complaining and crap ahead. If you don't want to read this, then don't. Its more of a venting then anything.
*Edit* The stuff about Magivolve is just what has been bugging me. Magivolve is not bad. I do not mean anything rude by it. There just has been a lot going on, and a lot of stress. This is just my viewpoint at a time where my stress is at a highpoint.*/Edit*
Magivolve has new avatars now. I have mixed feelings about the whole thing. Tried making items for them and my style just does not suite it.
I will keep trying, but it is kind of hard when all the work that went into creating items for the old bases is just scrapped out of no where.
So many WIP's to be deleted. JUST finished making some swim wear that looked awesome! I was proud of how it turned out (because I got the coloring down really good), it all feels pointless now.
*Sigh* I just don't know.
Its understood that Key is doing what he thinks is best for the site... However, since these avatars were made to "better showcase his art" then I guess he would like to create all the items? I just don't know what to do. I am part of the Item Dev Team, yet I cannot make a simple pair of pants for a simple avatar without it looking out of place?
Key is an awesome person. I look up to him. He is very talented. Heck, I wish I could draw half as good as he can... I do like the new avatars really I do... its just hard...
Guess I will get over it..
My job (as easy as it is) gets me so stressed out. When I deal with so many people a day it kind of gets to me. One little thing goes wrong while I'm working and I am already on the verge of a breakdown. Just might not be cut out for work, but how else am I going to save up for when I move out and have to support myself. Or pay for that HORRIBLE HORRIBLE GAS THAT IS INSANELY PRICEY!! I just HAD to move back in with my mom out of town. Nice 40min drive to get to town.
Well.. at least I got a car for cheap off of her, I am very thankful for that. But, it is only because I am working and she doesn't want to drive me all the time.
My car broke down the other day. Cost me only $70 but working part time, paying for gas, paying for my stomach pills, paying for the new plates on the car, etc etc. It really got on my nerves.
I don't think this was mentioned before, but I have a Hiatus Hernia. The doctor put me on some stupid diet. There is hardly anything that I am allowed to eat, which also really stresses me out. (Everything seems to stress me out.. I have no idea how not to stress about things)
However, I will get by. Always do.
END RANT
On another note, I HAVE been drawing a lot. I just have a problem where I have not the motivation to actually scan and post it. Eventually I will, just right now isn't a great time for me.
Been trying to keep myself from getting an artblock by creating little Body bases and making clothings for them. Its kind of fun!
Beware! Lots of complaining and crap ahead. If you don't want to read this, then don't. Its more of a venting then anything.
*Edit* The stuff about Magivolve is just what has been bugging me. Magivolve is not bad. I do not mean anything rude by it. There just has been a lot going on, and a lot of stress. This is just my viewpoint at a time where my stress is at a highpoint.*/Edit*
Magivolve has new avatars now. I have mixed feelings about the whole thing. Tried making items for them and my style just does not suite it.
I will keep trying, but it is kind of hard when all the work that went into creating items for the old bases is just scrapped out of no where.
So many WIP's to be deleted. JUST finished making some swim wear that looked awesome! I was proud of how it turned out (because I got the coloring down really good), it all feels pointless now.
*Sigh* I just don't know.
Its understood that Key is doing what he thinks is best for the site... However, since these avatars were made to "better showcase his art" then I guess he would like to create all the items? I just don't know what to do. I am part of the Item Dev Team, yet I cannot make a simple pair of pants for a simple avatar without it looking out of place?
Key is an awesome person. I look up to him. He is very talented. Heck, I wish I could draw half as good as he can... I do like the new avatars really I do... its just hard...
Guess I will get over it..
My job (as easy as it is) gets me so stressed out. When I deal with so many people a day it kind of gets to me. One little thing goes wrong while I'm working and I am already on the verge of a breakdown. Just might not be cut out for work, but how else am I going to save up for when I move out and have to support myself. Or pay for that HORRIBLE HORRIBLE GAS THAT IS INSANELY PRICEY!! I just HAD to move back in with my mom out of town. Nice 40min drive to get to town.
Well.. at least I got a car for cheap off of her, I am very thankful for that. But, it is only because I am working and she doesn't want to drive me all the time.
My car broke down the other day. Cost me only $70 but working part time, paying for gas, paying for my stomach pills, paying for the new plates on the car, etc etc. It really got on my nerves.
I don't think this was mentioned before, but I have a Hiatus Hernia. The doctor put me on some stupid diet. There is hardly anything that I am allowed to eat, which also really stresses me out. (Everything seems to stress me out.. I have no idea how not to stress about things)
However, I will get by. Always do.
END RANT
On another note, I HAVE been drawing a lot. I just have a problem where I have not the motivation to actually scan and post it. Eventually I will, just right now isn't a great time for me.
Straitfox
~straitfox
*snugs and hugs tight* its okies...I hope you feel better. soon...
SketchyChik
~sketchychik
OP
Thankies.. *huggles*
