Bah. BAH, I say.

I dunno. I think that I try too hard at times. Lol...if I'm not far enough, I won't get the same respect aws someone in India.

I can be as close as the rays of the sun at 12pm in the afternoon and yet I cannot warm someone else's heart. Especially since I can't draw. XD No one pays attention to the guys that cannot draw. There's no point. Lol.

Only on this site or in furrydom in general... Furry is so based in the imaginary that it's to be expected, which is sad considering the open community it really could be. What makes my day is always smiling when I'm walking around and having random strangers return the smile genuinely. It really blows me away every time it happens. The happiest I ever am on this website is when someone takes a minute out to look at my page or work and make a thoughtful comment. I try and do that for someone who faves, comments, or watches, though more often than not they barely have any info up. It's rare, but takes such little effort...just like smiling when you walk. You probably just made that person's day.

I took a peek at some of your journals, you really remind me of, well, me. Minus the straightness, haha. Sorry for randomly commenting on this 3 weeks later.

Lol, it's alright...and I thank you for taking the time out to even read this journal, among the others as well. A smile returned is often nice...I already know that sometimes, I gotta see that more... Fantasy means a lot more than reality to most of the furs here. They have RL lives that they probably detest or are completely different than they are online.

And great minds think alike...while kind hearts resonate together. Lol, straight or not, it is what it is. ^_^

You're welcome. I would hope that my own journals aren't a futile exercise in trying to reach out to people, or at least just to talk and let stuff out. Some of my journals have been scarily close to yours, even the same time periods. o_o I really felt inclined to say something. That's true, though. If they have their love, adulation, and 'family' in one realm...whether it's real or not makes no difference. What they believe will come true. I try and stay true to myself on and offline now, I'm tired of hiding behind fake identities to please people. Enjoy me for who I am, or fuck off. ^^ Life is a challenge, but also a fascinating thing to experience. Would be better with more people around, I think.

Heh, this is true as well. =] Wonder twin powers, activate! *silly pose*