Random Journal 8 (5/1/10) Warning: Whining DX
15 years ago
Been really busy lately working in frozen foods. Not really glamorous but not that bad either, only downside is because of my new Lead, who people this is an ass, my 'co-workers' won't come to help when we're behind. So some internal problems there that aren't getting resolved but oh well.
Summer is coming and for Texas that means hot weather, and the weather has been betting sultry.
Was flipping through the TV and caught a interesting scene from "American Beauty". Chris Cooper playing the homophobic father who kicks his son out for being gay, then has a encounter himself. I find it interesting that TBS would show two guys kissing but then edit out the insults he makes. Although his character does intrigue me, the closeted marine father, mentally and sexually.
He's gonna be a father......Shane is gonna have a baby. And this was revealed a month ago. It hit me hard. First my chest felt drilled and heavy, and then their wedding photo popped up.......and.......it almost killed me.
><><><><><><Summer is coming and for Texas that means hot weather, and the weather has been betting sultry.
><><><><><><Was flipping through the TV and caught a interesting scene from "American Beauty". Chris Cooper playing the homophobic father who kicks his son out for being gay, then has a encounter himself. I find it interesting that TBS would show two guys kissing but then edit out the insults he makes. Although his character does intrigue me, the closeted marine father, mentally and sexually.
><><><><><><Now for the whining. F5 if you don't wanna readHe's gonna be a father......Shane is gonna have a baby. And this was revealed a month ago. It hit me hard. First my chest felt drilled and heavy, and then their wedding photo popped up.......and.......it almost killed me.
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Believe me, I was a lot sadder before I stopped talking to/seeing my ex. Out of sight out of mind really works in this case. Anytime I did see him I would get frustrated or something, and even just talking to him online would make me feel sick to my stomach.