So what i plan on doing on this journal is to share stories that has happened to me some may be sad some may me happy some may make you piss yourself. well first story i want to share is about my special someone. Stan.... if you are reading this i am so happy i have met you every time we talk you make like have meaning again. then when you leave i can't stop thinking about you. Stan you are one of the bests things that happened to me in my life. i have never came you to any one but you and you helped me realize that i shouldn't be ashamed of who i am because before that i was bound down by my own insecurities and you helped me move away from the dark time in my life. sitting here writing in this box expressing my self i am thinking about our last conversation and hoping that we can make that dream come true. i want to end this journal entry with saying one thing...... I love you Stan ♥