awww i've been feeling a lot like that too. though not permanently. i been thinking about my college years, back when i used to pump out lots of artwork, and i had tons of ambition, and goals. now not so much. the thing is, back then, i believed that i could do it, and i believed i could actually become what i wanted.
i've had many setbacks, and things are so slow and stagnant now. i dont have that same body of motivation and support i used to. Nowadays, my engines are so cold, i hardly know how to get them going again. i don't know what to say really, but at least i watch you, and i hope i can encourage you somehow. whatever problem it is, it's probably not permanent, and it's probably not insurmountable somehow.

All I can say is:
Thanks for trying to help
and I hope this isn't permanent. I am trying to get something out at this moment...