Kick Me
18 years ago
the maning of life...
did the life have any reasons?
if its so...
i lost them...
why have all people to be sad?
why have i to be sad?
someone told me i´m no kid...
i´m a actor..
maybe he was right...
i never lied...
i never told a roumor...
why do you kicked me?
why?
i wanted just be happy somehow...
have luck for me... somehow...
all turns to dark now...
so i will blow out the candle...
cause there are people who have more problems then me...
people who get a feeling of pain that it so much deeper than mine...
leave me alone...
go to that people...
help them...
let me alone...
maybe...
kick me again...
the pain will show me that i´m still alife...
did the life have any reasons?
if its so...
i lost them...
why have all people to be sad?
why have i to be sad?
someone told me i´m no kid...
i´m a actor..
maybe he was right...
i never lied...
i never told a roumor...
why do you kicked me?
why?
i wanted just be happy somehow...
have luck for me... somehow...
all turns to dark now...
so i will blow out the candle...
cause there are people who have more problems then me...
people who get a feeling of pain that it so much deeper than mine...
leave me alone...
go to that people...
help them...
let me alone...
maybe...
kick me again...
the pain will show me that i´m still alife...
FA+

i only want to help my friend but he does not want it then
so i will wait till he realises he needs help
else he denies his life
thats the way i feel at the moment...
*sighs*
i´m strange am i?
guck ma in mein journal .. hastn doofes foto von mir .. vielleicht heiterts ja auf :3 ... sonst .. hmm V_v .. mach halt ma msn an .. ich hab dich eh irgendwie geadded. vielleicht kamma ja ma quatschen
^-^
Cheer up please? >: I'm sorry.
*hugs*
i have just a few small problems and complain cause i´m to weak to handle it all alone