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I am lost and alone
15 years ago
There only a couple of weeks left of school and I don't know if I should be happy or sad. A lot of my freinds are graduating and well I still have 2 years to go. I'm going to miss them all so much.
Also I have realy been missing my mate. I still talk with him. but I just wish I had someone I could physically touch. someone to hold, snuggle up with, flirt, kiss... its just been to long without being... its made me nume and I don't know what to do.
I've tryed getting back out there like they say to find someone new. I wish I was attracted to some of the guys at school but well when your not attracted theres not much you can do even if they are realy nice sweet guys. I wish I like women like i did men...
Anyway thanks for reading. let me know if you have any Ideas.
Also I have realy been missing my mate. I still talk with him. but I just wish I had someone I could physically touch. someone to hold, snuggle up with, flirt, kiss... its just been to long without being... its made me nume and I don't know what to do.
I've tryed getting back out there like they say to find someone new. I wish I was attracted to some of the guys at school but well when your not attracted theres not much you can do even if they are realy nice sweet guys. I wish I like women like i did men...
Anyway thanks for reading. let me know if you have any Ideas.
Then..
Later in life, you graduate.. find work.. start doing other things and begin to miss the simplicity of school. I'm 30 and I miss the very small circle of friends that I had in Chicago, I now live in Washington, have one friend, and even that person is in question as a friend, since they only appear when they're in need.
I tried to track down all my old friends and only found two.. and both only talked to me for about 2 weeks and then disappeared once again...
Whats my point? Hell, I'm not sure.. I'm just rambling from experience