awww i'm so sorry hun *hugs you* well ty and i will stay by you as long as we can and though things and ppl are and will be changing. its up to you on how you react to it. u can see your hero as leaving you for another life. or you can see your hero leading the way for you for a brighter future so they can make sure they can show u all the ups and downs when u join them there some day. =3 but its up to you on how u see it
is your glass half empty? half full? or are you just going to take and chance and chug it! xD

chug baby chug! but seriously i hate change...i know it has to happen and nothin anyone does can stop it

i can kinda see what you getting at. school ending isnt a change, it just sucks. your forced to the confinements of you house, having to watch you sibling regardless of the fact that they're old enough to watch themselves, dont see your friends very often, and the shell that you only just manged to come out of and be open to everyone and make new friends is the same shell you always return to for the summer to keep yourself from getting hurt from missing your friends so much that by the time school starts again, you back to you cold, dark self that always pushes people away.

pretty much.....