Reformat!!

and starting off with nothing, no photoshop... ext ext ext...

i do have all my art still saved off course backed up and everything, both as jpeg and the photoshop files themselfs.


but yea.. another wait for any art.. that and im seeing a shrink!!

this shrink is pretty good, she doesnt seem like shes in it for the money.. i think she actualy wants too help... who knows maybe i can break out of that ackward shell im encased in and start having lots of dirty hot sex with strangers instead of sitting around in my room all day dreaming of having lots of dirty hot sex with strangers.

sad thing is...

everyone says im a good looking guy... but i can never get a good looking girl... well a good looking girl that will not cheat on me.. >_>

then agen that was only one time soo... i could be wrong about how all good looking girls are all dirty sluts, but yea thats my thing, i mean i wanna be like everyone else and go off having random sex.. somewhere deep down i need to kill that thing that prevents me from doing it like that, and maybe find the answears as to how to do that.. maybe im just over annalizing everything...

i dont know...

maybe its as simple as, 'hey your hot, lets have sex'

but if thats the case... then why dont i say that? hmm... being terrified of being shut down and pushed aside guess.. maybe... just maybe.. if i do that but keep at it, i will end up having alotta sex..

wow lol

im just one big fuzzy ball of sexual frustraition..

-SynisterWrath