Well, it's not bad this year, since I have met somethings terrible a lot for 5 month. But to say the truth, I've almost forgotten my birthday in the first place. And to think of it again, it's because I wish not to think about it....

From my memory, most of my birthdays are unpleasent. My parents always asked me out for a dinner at the restaurant. But it's not the meal that I want, since they always said everything about themselves, leaving me behind like i'm no there.

It's not my celebraty. They just want to go out and use my birthday to cover it.

I've not understood that until i'm growing up. When I'm old enough to think about everything around in a complicate way. Well, they still doing the same, like they think I won't know.

I never love my birthday, never....