So my wrist wasn't bothering me all of last week - I even got to doodle a little.

But then on Thursday we had Advanced Placement Exams. And I'm in AP Literature. So I go into the auxiliary gym, where we're stationed, and get my test started.

55 multiple choice of nearly impossible questions and answers.

That's a lot of bubble filling.

So I finished that.

And here's the kicker.

Part II is three essays. ESSAYS. That have to be hand written. Two hours were given.

I can bubble with the wrist brace on, but if I were to write it'd take me much more than two hours for that much writing, so I took it off.

And now it hurts.

Really, really bad. Like even with the brace on, even after Advil, it fucking hurts. I've tried to draw the commissions I owe - and when that failed I tried usual warmups, and I just... can't. It hurts to bend my wrist.

So I'm out of work for maybe another few days. God dammit. e_e;;

I'm... still impossibly sorry. e_e;; You have no idea how irritated and embarrassed I am... I'll try to get commissions and that one art trade I still owe done asap. But as of now I need to... see a doctor. It might have developed into Carpal. In which case I'll be needing surgery if I even want to have faith in working again.

I'll keep trying to draw in hopes I get something done. If I do it'll be here.

Until I get a diagnosis I'm not sure what exactly to do. I'm... so irritated and depressed by this. I've tried massaging it, taking hot water baths, cold water baths, Advil, the brace... both on and off... tea, herbal tea, resting with it in a few different positions... it's just not looking good.

If you still have an outstanding commission, please bear with me. I'm trying my hardest, I really am. e_e;;; I'm so sorry you have to wait so long; all of you. e_e;;

-Txin