Alright I'm back.

I can't take it any longer with all this bullshit that I have been getting at the house, on here, and on LJ.

I am now able to actually use the net for once and put up a much longer Journal to let ya'll know what the hell is truthfully going on.

First off yes our power is off. Why you ask? Well reason for that was we we're fired back in december thanks to our fun loving boss who thought me and frost wasn't doing a damn thing at the Gas station, when thats a low down dirty lie. Sorry we couldn't be apart of your family and go sleep in our fucking car for 3 hours when its the fucking breakfast run you dickhead.

Mainly we HAVE been surviving with the rent being paid for in the last year and a half we have lived at that apartment. We have been on time for rent every damn time our landlord has asked for it. So if you wanna say I'm a liar then go right ahead.

Electric bill was being paid in small amounts but we managed to keep it goin up till a week ago. It does add up over time and I know this as well as those whom live with us. We all chipped in and tried to take care of everything that was important when we got our tax returns, and no we didn't use them to go to cons.

But on the subject of furcons which was so nicely brought up and people STILL fucking assume we use our money for it, lemme sum it up for you......

Further Confusion was a gift from  dmk/ subzero. We didn't wanna go at first but he gave going to that convention for us as a gift from the bottom of his heart cause we helped him out of a bad spot and even nicer, he took care of January rent. We didn't fucking ask him to do that for us but when your given a gift like that you are a fuckin fool to turn it down. Me and frost barely had anything while out there but that didn't stop us from having a good time being with those who missed us and care about us and worry bout us when we arn't around.

Now then next convention people saw us at was Furry Connection North.

This being our spring con we had everything well and good to be maintained for a while. This con however was a gift to us from  keeatah cause we helped her be more happier and be more social with alot of furs in the area. And we had found her a more better boyfriend to be with who has an absolute heart of gold and thats  morinw Morin has been there for us in bad times just like we are there for him in his bad times. He's been our friend for 3 years now and I don't know how I will thank him for the food him and his wickedly awesoem father have been helping with now and then, and also we helped his father out of a bad spot with where he lived. Think we're cold heart liar's yet? Well lemme go ever deeper on the situation.

Now back to the matter at hand. Yes our power is off, but are we gettin all pissy over it? Fuck No!! We are survivors and have been through worse shit than this. No power just means we have more things to get accomplished at the house. We have been fixing it up to be more livable,  coopervulpaw and  hunterwolf have been doing crafts and to be honest Hunter has been making wonderful stuff that is soon to be sold, Me and Darius have gotten back to playing Pokemon for the Gameboy color.....yes we actually have gameboy colors and I have pokemon yellow and he has Silver. Frost has been doing his own thing playing Final Fantasy Dissidia for the PSP.

We had a cord plugged from the Garage to our upstairs window so our fridge could be plugged in and our food in there would not spoil. However we asked if we could use another cord to have a computer working so we could keep up with paypal donations (which BTW thank you all for helping and everything), Darius's artwork for people's, and doing online job aps. We played no xbox with the cords or any other games and always made sure our phones and laptop's were charged.

However just last week after 3 days of having the extra cord plugged in, Our neighbor  falcon01 who has helped us for many years as we have helped him, his wife, daughter and her boyfriend came up after he left for work to our door, and instead of his wife calmly talking to us and telling us that we need to shut everything off and unplug the cord from the garage cause it was overheating, the boyfriend talks for her telling us that we need to shut everything off and not use their electric any more cause its not ours to use to begin with and it should of been only used for the fridge.

Ya know unlike all you tech nuts out there we didn't know it could possibly start a fire, till later on we understood that the wires were bad in the garage. Falcon was supposed to come up earlier to tell us this and yet forgot on his way to work.

Now if you all have been keeping up with my journal's you know that his daughter is a gay basher, egotistical, racist, and a biggot. She is also pregnant which she feels she can get away with even more. So she's yapping her mouth off down stairs, dropping more Gay bomb's on us while were trying to talk to natalie like mature adults and Megan says she's gonna call the cops on us. Now doing something like that I know she has no authority to do, but then she calls up Falcon and says he told her and Nat to call the cops on us.

Just because we were gonna step out of the house to possibly stop her or knock her stupid block off or something. Nat knows she needs to stop but when Megan is around she talks through Nat to ultimately hate on us and make us look like the bad guys.

Now, thing is Frost was gonna step out and tell her to shut up cause "the Adults were talking." Nick even threatened Frost if he even walked out of the house he was gonna start swinging. To be honest I think the person who threw the first punch would be the quicker one to go to jail, and I know frost does NOT swing first.

So they went down there and pulled the plug out after we said we would shut everything off and only use the fridge but well you know how things go. Then we get a call from  hitch that I answered and he said he would help us by giving us a more better cord cause our was pretty bad. I said thank you to him and well waited for him to show up, only to find out that Downstairs told him not to show up with anything at all.

We tried to call Falcon to see what was going on and if he could talk some sence into Nat again, till we found out the next day when Darius went downstairs to see if he could talk to Falcon or at least talk with us and we could understand the whole story, and Falcon had said, "No I'm done talking." and he went back inside his house and slammed the door in his face. After that I found out the phone had been unplugged downstairs that Falcon had given us to use a year ago and well we didn't use it all that much. It was later I found out he had done it to prevent us from getting any other calls, even if it was from family members cause all they would say is, sorry but their not home or you have the wrong number. Even if one of our family members was in the hospital they wouldn't even have the heart to pass on a message. But well ya know I can consider thats our fault for not having minutes on our phone or having a working number to use for our jobs.

So I grabbed his army helmet and the phone he gave us and took them back downstairs and handed it to him. He looked to me, said thank you, and said sorry and shut the door.

We had been trying our best to still be connected to the net and not totally be cut off from the outside. So we used the PSP for a while and well you all read our journal's. Then just a few days ago Hitch came over to Falcon's to see him, and he learned how we were using the net and it was through the wireless name Falcon gave us to use. Well guess he didn't want us using anything of his every again, so he had Hitch go and change the wireless security settings so we could be totally shut off while at home.

Almost like killing us slowly. We had little to no food left cause most of it had spoiled from the fridge being unplugged for 4 days. We had to finish a gallon of milk before it totally went bad.

So as of now we are doing these methods to remain alive and still keep things going.

First I wanna say thank you to everyone of OUR friends who have been there for us and what little they could do to help. You guys are the best friends we could have and I promise we will do something special for you when all is back to normal.

Next we have been buying non perishable food like canned item's, ramen, or at least food that can be cooked on the stove.

Our internet use is able to be done at the library we found so you all can know how things are going.

We stay at home and save up and use the recharageable batteries we have and recharge them at rhe library cause they are cool with that.

We are still alive and are soon to possibly have jobs. Me Frost and Darius have asked around and such and found possible jobs to work at and they are lookin for energetic guys like us who can do what they need. So wish us luck with that.

One final thing I wanna mention before I head out is this.

You can take the net away from us, the use of any spare power for our food, and claim we have to pay 800 dollars for our bill, but untill you get your facts straight and know what the deal is, then I suggest you shut your fucking mouth.

You think your gonna get rid of us like you all had planned and leave us dead in the water? Then you are all a pathetic buch of so called friends.

And to Falcon or should I say Coyote Jack, one more last bit. FCN 2009......we were there for you. Where are you now? Enjoy your new life without us apart of it.

Thats the full fuckin truth. Wanna believe someone else's story?