Have you ever really messed up?
15 years ago
General
...Like me?
It seems as if all I can do is mess up, get things the wrong way and create a huge Drama out of something that's very small...
I dunno why I keep doing it...
Usually, it's my PMS.
I don't ever do stuff like that when I'm feeling normal...
I need something to regulate my mood...
I need to somehow stay calm and nice around that time of the month...
You have no idea how many friends I've lost, because of it.....
It's really, really bad...
I apologized to all the people that I wasn't fair to...
I dunno if they accept it at all, but....if they do, at least I can feel less guilty.
It seems as if all I can do is mess up, get things the wrong way and create a huge Drama out of something that's very small...
I dunno why I keep doing it...
Usually, it's my PMS.
I don't ever do stuff like that when I'm feeling normal...
I need something to regulate my mood...
I need to somehow stay calm and nice around that time of the month...
You have no idea how many friends I've lost, because of it.....
It's really, really bad...
I apologized to all the people that I wasn't fair to...
I dunno if they accept it at all, but....if they do, at least I can feel less guilty.
FA+

I made people dislike me and some do not trust me anymore....
Something helpful is to never look back and regret about how the things happened.
If you know you are hard tempered just try to have a moment for yourself, relax, have a glass of wine, smoke a cigarrete and try to be more gentle next time.
Only if the person deserves your kindness. XD ;)
And I tell you this because I'm still having this kind of guiltness with some other people I had to leave behind.
Cheer up and regret nothin' ;)
How can you suggest that to someone...? ^^; Seriously... *LOL*
I know you're trying to cheer me up, but well... Just to let you know... I just hate those subjects.
You didn't know, but now ya do.
Thanks anyway...
Don't let it get you down.....It always passes, too ^_^
I want it all gone COMPLETELY!
I know that I'd be a much better person without PMS symptoms...
-huggles-
its ok sweetie
if a friend cant stand by your side through all the trouble and pain you went through and doesnt understand why? then they arent your real friend. im sure you make a whole lot better friends that wont leave you ^^
its ok to get pissy. let it out.
-huggles-
its ok
Pms is different for every one some girls get moody others get sleepy when i was younger I was very moody and didn't want to be bothered. What I did to solve mine was to either take a nap when I got home from school or even take a hot shower and just stay in till the water got chilly to let off all the steam inside
Or if you like zombie games take it out on them or simply drawing it wont be much at first but it will help in the long run and friends will still listen after you let them cool off for a bit
Hope your feeling better soon Mimi
But I just got this neat stuff that made me feel much better, so I'm okay, now. ;)
I didn't mean to offend you with my suggestions XD my bad
XD And it's okay.
Not possible for me, I'm afraid... I have Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome...
Don't worry, people should know how to take care of you. Just don't regret about how you feel ^^
Although my reply is probably a week late, salutations anyway. Nice to meet you!
Your artwork has a cute style to it that drawn me to it and well, I don't recgonize your characters from any serie I have seen or played... so I'm curious.
Regarding the subject of the journal... I understand your pain regarding that.
At times, one will say things without thinking, things that can shatter friendships and cause arguments that are really pointless ultimately. I guess that all we can do is be careful and if it happens, well, it happens. One can try to mitigate damage caused from mishaps but ultimately, it is up to the others to forgive or not...
Anyway, have a nice day.
See you around.
Things have been resolved, for now....
Hope I won't mess up again...