i was looking at my profile pic, and i just thought that it was so nice, some of clawsys best work, though i havent seen much of hers, it just looks alive and i want to stare at it, to see everydetail.

It reminds me of staring at girls, you want to look everywhere, to let eyes wander long and hard to remember every detail as if she was there in front of you, but no im not like that. So my eyes flick by not staring, looking at her eyes as we talk, and i end up rembereing little of what she look likes. Yep, respecting women.

Not that some girls deserve it. like teenage girls, there dumb, sound horrible and all look the same. There mostly stick figures, and command no respect, the best of them are needafuck hoars. Yep i hate teenagers.

its sad that such good people have to be associated with them, the average highschool teenager. its the people who tear thourgh such bland grey teens who are unique.
Most of my friends are teens, but there unique and interesting, theyvemade something of themselves beyond average.

If your my good friend, your unique, creative, have your own style, and outstanding features. your not a teenager your a person.

Anyway rant/passionate speech over. I really wish my artist had g finished, just hir head looks amazing, alive. I want to see all of it, to see myself. to stare at it for a while like i would in a mirror.

For me G isnt something i created, a part of me, my very reflection. Everything you know about hir you know about me, who i am. I want to see all of hir to know hir. I couldnt entrust hir to a lesser furson.

When you see someone use there skills, its amazing and wonderful that there able to just up and do such great things.
Like seeing her with art, creating images of life out of nothing but her mind. or me with a weapon. i could defend and attack, move with grace and fluidly, take life and protect it.

Speaking on a relevant subject, if you consider your fursona to be yourself and you to be her, you shouldnt do anything with her that you wouldnt do in real life. Ask yourself how will you feel when you have nothing to hide when they have seen all that you are.

Every action, feeling, decision, opinion, defines who we are every serious change even in a small area changes who we are, how we are seen. If you are here to be seen, you change yourself to them. if you are here to see and be seen and to live they change themselves to you.

Yah yah im feeling wise
yo yo it aint no disguise

Time
If you have the power to go back in time to change something then you already changed the past for the you that is going back has already lived through the changes
for everything you will do has already been done even if you havent done it yet.

I d ont feel like working on that to make it sound better. it was a lot clearer when i came up with it during de ja vu.

And after reading all this, whoEver you are know tha im smart and wise, loyal and protective, silly and random
everything presented here reflects that
this journal describesmy feelings, my intelligence, shows what i care and dontcare about gives good advice and speaks highly of certain people, this parts oviobiously self reflective wisdom

And for furs sake leave a comment! I want to know how you feel about what i put here. not to mention that you read it at all. thats why its online.

i cant write anything im not passionate about.
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