So lately many many things have improved in my life. I'm finally full time, got a raise. Have great friends, and family is well.It's been ages since I've given in to any of my addictions. The point of this journal isn't to talk about all that though. The point is I'm trying a new personality/character trait. I'm going to be more open to people and not as unapproachable. This will entail letting quite a few guards down, which I did this past weekend and so far it turned out well. Had a great time at my get together. Got to wrestle with someone (nothing dirty people get your mind out of the gutters) which I haven;t been able to do in forever. Was a pretty good match up but ultimately the ice ended up in my pants... Did some petting and scritching all PG of course. So I think I'll try to continue not being so closed off to people. Who knows maybe something good will come of it.