The day before leaving my mother.
15 years ago
How am I feeling?
Better than I imagined. I don't know how I'm gonna feel once in Canada though.
My mother's health won't go any better, her cancer cannot be cured, she is getting weak, but she is showing lots of enthousiasm and fighting spirit.
I will do the same on my end. I don't know if I'll see her again, but I had a fucking month to snuggle her, take good care of her, show her my love.
Today has been an excellent last day. Took lots of photos, laughed a lot with my whole family, had an amazing lunch (posted a pic concerning it lol). So good I hope it won't kill me...
Time to go packing and go bed so I won't wake up too late tomorrow morning and spend a few last hours before taking off.
Thanks everybody for your support. I really appreciate your concern.
Better than I imagined. I don't know how I'm gonna feel once in Canada though.
My mother's health won't go any better, her cancer cannot be cured, she is getting weak, but she is showing lots of enthousiasm and fighting spirit.
I will do the same on my end. I don't know if I'll see her again, but I had a fucking month to snuggle her, take good care of her, show her my love.
Today has been an excellent last day. Took lots of photos, laughed a lot with my whole family, had an amazing lunch (posted a pic concerning it lol). So good I hope it won't kill me...
Time to go packing and go bed so I won't wake up too late tomorrow morning and spend a few last hours before taking off.
Thanks everybody for your support. I really appreciate your concern.
Scyllis
~scyllis
Good luck over there :)
BigBadBear
~bigbadbear
OP
Thanks, I'll need it.
GloomTheBat
~gloomthebat
*Hugs close* I'm glad it's better than you had expected. Stay strong and good luck on the flight.
BigBadBear
~bigbadbear
OP
Thanks *Bearhugs again* Good luck to you too!
Mabiki
~mabiki
I hope she'll live to an old age ;-;
BigBadBear
~bigbadbear
OP
Read my previous journals and you'll understand that she won't...
Minotauric
~minotauric
Awwwww. :'( Im sorry *gives you a big strong hug and holds you close*
BigBadBear
~bigbadbear
OP
*Returns the hug* Thanks
Luulylbsbear
~luulylbsbear
*hug*
BigBadBear
~bigbadbear
OP
*Bearhugs back*
Kyteriah
~kyteriah
*sets out the welcome mat with loads of tasty foods an' kids*
BigBadBear
~bigbadbear
OP
*laughs* thanks!

*Opens arms out, to recieve your hugs and hugs you with all my might, and am willing to be crushed by your hug* I Can Only Imagine, :(, but best of luck. *Also adds 10 more kids on the welcome mat*
BigBadBear
~bigbadbear
OP
*Laughs and bearhugs back as tight as he can* Thanks, I'm sure to have lots of food here x3
Deioth
~deioth
I wish you a safe return to Canada, Snuggs ]:8) Glad your time was well spent!
BigBadBear
~bigbadbear
OP
Thanks Tasty x3
claws202
~claws202
*gives you the biggest bear hug this fox can give you* really sorry to hear about that dude, lets hope she at least feels no pain before passing. i am here for you
BigBadBear
~bigbadbear
OP
Thanks! *bearhugs back*
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