June 11, 2007 / Monday
18 years ago
God now I feel like I cannot get this territorial thing out of my head. Zack...Zack....ZACK! GAH!!! Gesus it feels like he is taking my place...I hate that feeling...I HATE IT! Im so jealous...and I feel like I've been pushed out for that freaking guy...I feel used...I just wanted to be the best...and now Im just some guy thrown out...thats how I feel with this Zack guy with Jacob and David...*deep sigh* I hate this...and I cannot get my mind off of it...Im SUPER jealous...and I bet they dont even care about how I feel now...I mean...heck...they are going to have a 'new' guy with them and Im going to be so left out and lonely...Im already lonely right now...and I hate it...
heh well whatever I know it makes no sense
Well...I guess...but its the fate of humans I guess...
I'm sure your friend won't just abandon you like that. I don't really know them, but you three seem close, and that doesn't strike me as something close friends would do
X3
i bet you will find better friends^^
i know it >.>
don´t feel lonely^^
we´re with you^^
don´t give you the fault...
i don´t think its your fault really...
i have that feeling often too... its cause we have fear to be alone you know...
i think it will be all ok again^^
but its still not your fault^^
its just the way you are and you can´t change it
and maybe... its better to not change it^^°
don´t worry about
X3
no one can take your place^^
*cheers* go go go x3
Cheering? lol...your so silly Lio!
The bad thing is that I have no way of getting my art up! XP
i just want to make you laugh somehow^^
that you can smile^^
but when yyou think i´m silly.... Q.Q
*jumps around* yeah ;3
I dunno...lol...I dont do it...I was talkin about you! XP
i´m not that kind of guy ~.~
*jumps on a table and tunrs my shirt off and shoot it away*
i´m directly striping! :P
Um...okay...I dont really get that! X3
>///>
<///<
*jumps down*
hehe i guess i go crazy ^^°
where is my shirt? >.<
<.<
maybe uhm... gone?^^
*hides something behind my back* :P
*hold the its in front of ya face* need your toy? :P
that? :P
I'm oh so familiar with this "pushed out" feeling. My twin brother does it to me all of the time.
Its not that feeling...its the whole loved feeling...but someone you love and they love you back...not the brother thing! XP
Things happen...