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I just don't get it.
15 years ago
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Trip to, heave and ho; Up, down, to and fro- You have no word
Mann. Why do I hafta have such lousy irl pals?
The only time one of 'em talks to me is if she wants something.
I took her along free to a Gorillaz concert back in april (I'm not rich or anything, I won the tickets. xD. but still.. I bought hotel and paid for petrol. ), and we had a great time and all, but.. I didn't hear from her again until the end of april, and that was only a phone call asking me to cover her shift at work. Then she comes into work the beginning of may, and I hadn't seen her since the beginning of april.. She asks for a piece of gum, and leaves.
Yesterday I got tons of text messages (She knows I cant text because it costs me loads of moneyper message, and i told her only in an emergency), asking if i can cover for her at work again this week. she kept calling and pestering me. She caught me online and IMed me, a nd I flat out told her no, because i already requested that day off for this week. I requested it a looong time ago, too. She only works one day the whole week and she's always trying to get people to cover her shifts.
UGH. Sorry. Sorry.
I dunno, mann.
When I want to hang with her, just to hang out or go for a drive, it's always "Naw, i dont feel like it today." but when she wants to take the day off to party, I have to kiss her feet or something? I just.. I dunno.
I wish i had more friends, mann. I miss having people to talk to.
Just so this journal isn't totally pointless; How are you all doing? What's been on your minds lately? :)
Trade/gift status
-Sinkaline trade: D digital image; COMPLETE, Sin traditional; 40%.
-Romanpower gift sketch: 80%.
-Malkyru trade: Practicing, sketching, 50% (unless I start over. xD )
Note:
If i've forgotten to list you down, note me about it and i'll be sure to add you up. I don't have the page up and I dont want to open any more windows right now. ^^;
Countdown till me Birthday~
29 days.
The only time one of 'em talks to me is if she wants something.
I took her along free to a Gorillaz concert back in april (I'm not rich or anything, I won the tickets. xD. but still.. I bought hotel and paid for petrol. ), and we had a great time and all, but.. I didn't hear from her again until the end of april, and that was only a phone call asking me to cover her shift at work. Then she comes into work the beginning of may, and I hadn't seen her since the beginning of april.. She asks for a piece of gum, and leaves.
Yesterday I got tons of text messages (She knows I cant text because it costs me loads of moneyper message, and i told her only in an emergency), asking if i can cover for her at work again this week. she kept calling and pestering me. She caught me online and IMed me, a nd I flat out told her no, because i already requested that day off for this week. I requested it a looong time ago, too. She only works one day the whole week and she's always trying to get people to cover her shifts.
UGH. Sorry. Sorry.
I dunno, mann.
When I want to hang with her, just to hang out or go for a drive, it's always "Naw, i dont feel like it today." but when she wants to take the day off to party, I have to kiss her feet or something? I just.. I dunno.
I wish i had more friends, mann. I miss having people to talk to.
Just so this journal isn't totally pointless; How are you all doing? What's been on your minds lately? :)
Trade/gift status
-Sinkaline trade: D digital image; COMPLETE, Sin traditional; 40%.
-Romanpower gift sketch: 80%.
-Malkyru trade: Practicing, sketching, 50% (unless I start over. xD )
Note:
If i've forgotten to list you down, note me about it and i'll be sure to add you up. I don't have the page up and I dont want to open any more windows right now. ^^;
Countdown till me Birthday~
29 days.
It's hard for me to find people to hang with, unfortunately, because my idea of "fun" is going out to the lake or river and exploring, or going for a long drive without a map or destination, or just chilling out listening to music of watching a film.
All of my coworkers are always trying to get me out drinking or into parties and stuff, but to me, that sort of thing is only fun if it's with your closest friends, not just with people you know. I've never been much of a party animal, anyway. I'm boringggg. ;;
I need some milk
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That was totally unexpected, thank you for the laugh. -hugs- ^^
You were there? Sweet- Wasn't it an amazing show? *_*
I loved how freaking intimate it was. Like, it was just us and the band in a building. And when the music stopped it was just so silent. I hope that part didn't discourage Damon, but Mannn. I was basically still in shock from being there and all I could do was clap and cheer before or after each song. You could really hear the music though, with it being so nice and quiet. I loved that part. And the damn amazing bass made my heart rattle around so much. x3
Lol, i'm a dork. Sorry about the above. |D
Many people i've talked to after the show know me for my Stylo car after the rehersals, but otherwise nobody could probably recognize me.
Me and my buddy Toki chatted with everyone around us...or rather. she did and I was the shy thing beside her, so thats a chance we might of even spoke. FF, small world ya? X3 Just as a not, although I really didn't say anything I was the kid with the mohawk...twas posta be blue, ended up green.
I wish people wouldn't do things only for them. Good friends will return favors and such because they want to. :(
Thank you for your comment. -hugs- <3
But yes, I also like helping people out too. It just feels good to help others in need. :)
Did you guys used to hang out with no strings attached before?
And you're welcome. :)
And as far as us hanging out; I knew her brother before I knew her, but when we first started hanging, we'd just chill out at each othrs houses and watch movies, or stay over, or just go hang out outside somewhere and talk. but now it seems like she's shifted more into the "If you dont have something I want, i wont hang out or talk to you" phase. I'm hoping it's a phase, anyway. :(
Oh, yeah it might be a phase. But it could also be her showing her true colors. I'm not sure, but it's definitely not a good shift. :(
actually I don't know you either, it's true, but a gargoyle/cat is necessarily a good person! (everybody know that)
Besides, these big ears can handle anything. :D
I wish you well for the future of your friendship, hopefully you were right and it is just a phase - I think only time will tell.
Thanks so much for your kind words. ^^
I've been there. I had a friend just like that actually. Not with the constant work thing, as she didn't have a job at the time, but it was like, I had to grovvel and plan a meet for coffee like a month in advance.
And she would forget about it.
Soooo yeah.
I must say that life kind of sucks at the moment. The world has decided now is a good time to remind me that I am a woman, and today just failed at everything.
Work tiemz, and then hopefully sleep it all off. :<
And I'd be happy to listen if you ever need to vent to someone; I'm always telling people it's what I'm here for after all. :) I'm not exactly great at advice-giving, but I do try and offer my two cents, when asked.
I hope work goes well for you, get some rest and hopefully things'll look brighter tomorrow. n_n
Barg. Stupid notfriends. DX rarararnallthat.
Thanks a lot for the offer, I'll keep it in mind. I'll also return the gesture, as I'm like perpetually at the computer if I'm not at work. :B XD