-takes a deep breath then lets it out slowly-

Lots of things have happened lately...in...less than 15 days, I'm going to be moving to Oregon. The past few years and months have been...really hectic. =/ Slowly but surely though, I feel like I've been getting back on the right track. I'll be finishing college up in Oregon, and after that...I dunno. I've always loved the idea of living in Oregon permanently...so perhaps that's what I'll do. I hear it's absolutely beautiful and a lot of..variety in the terrain.

I'll admit, I'm scared, and nervous and completely excited and anxious. I've never taken a step this big before. I have all of these fears running around in my head. What if I end up failing miserably? What if something happens to prevent it from happening? What if, what if what if. But y'know what? I'm tired of the "what if's" There's a lot of what if's in life. A person can't go around always scared to get too far away from the normal.

I won't go into all the details of why I'm moving there, but I will say I'm going to try my absolute hardest to look at this positively, and with a calm head. It'll be my chance for a completely fresh start.


...and now I'm really tired so I go sleep and stop rambling. (: