The longer I wait for to hear some one say they love me the deeper the scars grow. The longer I wait to hear some one cares it feels like my body festers from the inside. I can never be happy, to be happy is forbidden. Who forbids me? Fate and the luck of my life being the one cast into such despair. Why wont anybody help me?! I'm so alone.. I'm scared of the dark... the darkest places of the mind.