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bluebeard-the-killer

Traditional Artist | Registered: September 26, 2009 11:51:32 AM

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15 years ago General

NNNNNRRRRGGHHHH!!!!

I'm reallly fucking pissed right now at shit. I know exactly what it is and what the problem is, its really stupid and pointless of me. I want to scream it out, but I cant because I know its me being a fucking obsessive loser who is all screwed up in the head. SHIT! ITS LIKE I FAWN ALL OVER SOMETHING THAT I KNOW ITS FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE AND IT LEADS TO ALL THESE STUPID FUCKED UP OBSESSIONS AND ENVY AND....UUUGHHH!!!
Damn I hate my shit porn art and how it makes me look like such a sick slut who will fap to anything....

GOD I hate being so fucking juvenile but I can't control it for once. It's not me, I know, but I am so goddamned tired of being 'incomplete'... being alone like I have all my life....

I do not want to carry on as I do not want to reveal the stupid and humiliating truth to certain people. I just got to keep up the posturing like I am some normal freak, else I'll always be in this shit situation.

.......

and YET AGAIN!!! I have thousands of watches and favs and little to no fucking comments.

15 Comments

thecoywolfzearoth ~thedarkwolfzearoth

Marker of Things

15 years ago

I always comment. Don't worry about it. You're not really that weird. I'm just like you, keep that in mind ^_^ People love you and I'm sure you'll find someone who loves in IRL eventually. You're too nice and cool a person not to.

thecoywolfzearoth ~thedarkwolfzearoth

Marker of Things

15 years ago

I know I don't even really need to say it, but I care about you very much. I'll always be here for you when you need it.

bluebeard-the-killer !bluebeard-the-killer

OP

Traditional Artist

15 years ago

I know I know, but honestly, you do not 'complete me'. The person who would ever love someone as bizzare as me is someone exactly like me. I have so many aspects there is at least a number of things any potential partner can dislike about me. Oh god I must shut up.

thecoywolfzearoth ~thedarkwolfzearoth

Marker of Things

15 years ago

I know I'm not your soulmate or anything, but I know you'll find someone. Btw if you want to talk about it PM me. No matter what you say to me you know I won't look at you any different.

Digital Artist

15 years ago

I have been planning to comment on some of them. I get distracted so easily though. Comments are hard to come buy as furries are so damn lazy, me included. I did read your tammy and chip story description. I liked it. The characters seemed like themselves, good situation too.

bluebeard-the-killer !bluebeard-the-killer

OP

Traditional Artist

15 years ago

Thanks, I was thinking it might be some successful due to the female character, but did not work quite like that. But at least my few regulars like it.

wuzzletodd ~wuzzletodd

Troll

15 years ago

And I do,But have been gone for a bit,Working too damn much. My first day off in about a month. And too tired to get on FA. But Here is my comment, You need to draw what you feel and enjoy,It they like they will come,if not, they can go "Fuck themselves" I liked it and I came...... I enjoy your art,I can't draw worth a shit. So thanks for sharing it here.And it you do not see anything from me for a bit,It is that I am verry buisy. And I am NOT LAZY. I will commit when I can. Gives you a big hug. Looks like you needed one. Also you need to draw more Bugs.... Any way you want to draw him. It's all good to me.

bluebeard-the-killer !bluebeard-the-killer

OP

Traditional Artist

15 years ago

Thanks a lot. I was just dealing with this sensation.... I am tired of being lonely and feeling like a gross weirdo. I can't help it, its waht I am into. I sometimes find it hard to imagine I could find a loving life-partner due to this weirdenss and it makes me get like this. I hope I will be over it later.

maddogairpirate ~maddogairpirate

Writer

15 years ago

Sometimes I think you worry that stuff colors you more than it actually does. There's more to you than your fetishes, you know. *snugs a bearded wolf*

bluebeard-the-killer !bluebeard-the-killer

OP

Traditional Artist

15 years ago

You actually sound like a real friend... or at least someone who is willing to try and help someone. Your comments are really helpful... *clings and feels cared about*

I definitely need to draw something for you. I want to very much! :) Anything you always wanted to see? Something with your sexy Mad Dog self?

maddogairpirate ~maddogairpirate

Writer

15 years ago

Well, there might be other non-MadDog works I'd not mind seeing. But best to keep it for now with a character that you like as well. Or perhaps two. Thing is I like Bluebeard too.

Don't suppose, maybe, you'd be interested in me feeding you a semen-covered rat... maybe Jammet from Capitol Critters, as a suggestion? I might like to see him right as he hits your tongue before you clamp your jaws down. ... Eh, maybe a little string tied around Jammet's foot, for mercy's sake. ... Kinda to lend to the idea that he could survive, IF we wanted him to.

I could always be sitting on a nice Bluebeard knot if you liked, too. And I do like licking wolf feet if you could work that in. 0=)

Just a quick idea to throw out. Not sure if it falls within stuff you like.

bluebeard-the-killer !bluebeard-the-killer

OP

Traditional Artist

15 years ago

Wow interesting. well you are lucky as I am a soft vore fan too. Not usually small characters though, I could come up with something... how about Timon in place of Jammet? Its a big project and I have quite the workload right now of requests (im an idiot, I do nothing but free gifts), but it is an idea I could really enjoy drawing.

maddogairpirate ~maddogairpirate

Writer

15 years ago

Timon would work just fine. Chances are WG would like that if I know him. =)

Dukethewolf16 ~dukethewolf16

Anthro Artist

15 years ago

I feel your pain. And also, I'll start commenting. It was very hard when my best friend found out about my vore fetish when we were around 12 years old. He didn't even wanna speak to me for weeks, no, months. I still see him every now and then, but things just aren't the same. I hope you find someone like you IRL, I really do. If there's anything you shouldn't do, it's stop liking your fetish because it's different. You like what ever you want to like.

bluebeard-the-killer !bluebeard-the-killer

OP

Traditional Artist

15 years ago

Yeha it is rough and you have to find a balance. Like me, I do not at all like hard vore or decapitation. Gore really bothers me. Vore is definitely more stronger than some things, but should always remain just a fantasy.

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