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Rex's 2:30 Am rant
15 years ago
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(Two am cant sleep and krech is both snoring and hogging the blanket (again) so what the heck I am gunna rant about random crap...)
A lot of thinks have been on my mind lately concerns about my future employment and relationship statuses. But really what been on my mind has been my family.... Recently I moved out of my parents house and in with my current mate Krechevskoy and although its a coarse every one makes eventually but I cant help but feel like I've abandoned them... I guess I never really stooped to think about how much I managed to do around the house on a regular basis and now that I am no longer there to do all these thing for them when I visit the house seems to slowly sink deeper and deeper into neglect and disrepair... the lawn grows wild and unmanageable without someone there to cut it... and when ever I visit it seems spiders are trying to fight my parents for control of the rooms.... I am not sure if its normal for these kinda things or if its just my mind rebelling agents my choices to move out from my parents care and seek adult responsibility who knows... and even though I feel kinda bad for thinking it I also feel a small grim satisfaction at watching all the things my parents griped at me for not doing properly or fast enough now just simply not getting done at all... I guess its just my darker side saying "well if you demand it to be so perfect why don't you do it..." but anyway the fact of the matter is that I moved out with the hopes I would never have to return... but also with the comfort that if I did have to... they would welcome me back with open arms... (and a sink full of dishes to clean) and even though spiders seem to fight for most of the house every time I visit it seems none of them have set up home in my old room and I always imagine that my parents keep them out just in case tonight is the night I knock on the door suitcase in hand asking for my old room back... I may never actually do that but I suppose its just the comforting feeling knowing my parents care enough to keep there door open to me should my life take a turn for the worst... but any way that's my late night rant... I gunna curl up with my plushy fox and try to get some sleep good night and thanks for listening
A lot of thinks have been on my mind lately concerns about my future employment and relationship statuses. But really what been on my mind has been my family.... Recently I moved out of my parents house and in with my current mate Krechevskoy and although its a coarse every one makes eventually but I cant help but feel like I've abandoned them... I guess I never really stooped to think about how much I managed to do around the house on a regular basis and now that I am no longer there to do all these thing for them when I visit the house seems to slowly sink deeper and deeper into neglect and disrepair... the lawn grows wild and unmanageable without someone there to cut it... and when ever I visit it seems spiders are trying to fight my parents for control of the rooms.... I am not sure if its normal for these kinda things or if its just my mind rebelling agents my choices to move out from my parents care and seek adult responsibility who knows... and even though I feel kinda bad for thinking it I also feel a small grim satisfaction at watching all the things my parents griped at me for not doing properly or fast enough now just simply not getting done at all... I guess its just my darker side saying "well if you demand it to be so perfect why don't you do it..." but anyway the fact of the matter is that I moved out with the hopes I would never have to return... but also with the comfort that if I did have to... they would welcome me back with open arms... (and a sink full of dishes to clean) and even though spiders seem to fight for most of the house every time I visit it seems none of them have set up home in my old room and I always imagine that my parents keep them out just in case tonight is the night I knock on the door suitcase in hand asking for my old room back... I may never actually do that but I suppose its just the comforting feeling knowing my parents care enough to keep there door open to me should my life take a turn for the worst... but any way that's my late night rant... I gunna curl up with my plushy fox and try to get some sleep good night and thanks for listening
And what's going on now is pretty good karmic payback for them being so hard on you.
But yeah, it feels nice to know we're welcome whenever we might want to return... ^^
You'll get some cash going, force them to put worth in the things that you used to do around the house, keep their place in decent repair, and should give you the chance to keep up a healthy relationship with them
Sleep well, steal the blanket, or get yourself one , and have a good night snuggling that fox
Though it's just going to be them soon.
I'm sorry about how you feel, Rexie. Truly I do. Just know that what hes happened to you, I've long since wondered would happen here. Since Derek's parents are gone, you're more than welcome to move in with us...We've got plenty of room. lol.
-Mother
You have no idea how much I feel that now....
And if I am hogging the blanket then feel free to elbow me and take it back. It is your bed too, silly. ;P
Also, if you are moving out to go anywhere, you better be taking me with you! >:3
*Cuddle tackles you* Love you, silly fox.