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18 years ago
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Well, people certainly did seem to enjoy the last journal entry! So did I, I learned loads :) of wonderful new, and very expressive names for part of the anatomy you aren't allowed to talk to children about--because God said so.
I wish I had something that fun to talk about today...but I don't because I'm too busy being in lots of PAIN! I got this bump on my inner thigh the other day...felt like a big pimple that didn't make it to the surface--you know how that is, I'm sure. I didn't pay that much attention to it...until it turned into a massive, swollen , and even bleeding sore! The doctor I saw yesterday called it cellulitis, which I guess means it's just cells that have, for some unknown reason become infected and are now trying to gnaw my fucking leg off!
Seriously though, I'm on yet another round of antibiotics. (I just recently finished a different round of them because of diverticulitis.) The really big irritation is that it's right where my leg bends, so sitting and driving and even walking has become an ordeal of stinging pain. Sitting here at work, typing this right now...HURTS.
Anyway, I feel like smeg and just wanted to share.
Pitiful, ain't it?
I wish I had something that fun to talk about today...but I don't because I'm too busy being in lots of PAIN! I got this bump on my inner thigh the other day...felt like a big pimple that didn't make it to the surface--you know how that is, I'm sure. I didn't pay that much attention to it...until it turned into a massive, swollen , and even bleeding sore! The doctor I saw yesterday called it cellulitis, which I guess means it's just cells that have, for some unknown reason become infected and are now trying to gnaw my fucking leg off!
Seriously though, I'm on yet another round of antibiotics. (I just recently finished a different round of them because of diverticulitis.) The really big irritation is that it's right where my leg bends, so sitting and driving and even walking has become an ordeal of stinging pain. Sitting here at work, typing this right now...HURTS.
Anyway, I feel like smeg and just wanted to share.
Pitiful, ain't it?
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Aww!! I thought you meant a good kinda 'sucky'. Y'know, like.....'love you long time' kind of sucky.
But yeah...though things aren't too terribly comfortable.
Before I became a furry artist, I used to go to all the local fantasy and sci/fi cons. And I would be in the art show with drawings and paintings of ST characters...and various Drs Who...
Let me tell you--furries are not any more freaky than any of the other genre enthusiasts--and much less so than some. But I enjoy them all, I think, BECAUSE of their willingness to march to that slightly off-kilter drummer.
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*Hug!*
I appreciate your good wishes! ^0^
If you with to get rid of infected cells faster a blow torch, a cheese grater, and a belt sanders can be used, but only if you have ingested lots of alchahol and various narcotics.
*more hugs for the puppy* I hope it will pass soon.
That was extra i know, sorry but that was to hedge off the usual nay sayers before they have something to argue.
As for your sore boil i think they were called once, just don't mess with it the next time. after i stopped eatring greasy and sweet foods all the time i stopped getting thouse. Another name for them when they reoccur is called Gout. It is your body saying, "you wanna eat this stuff, fine i'll give you more of these things until you start eating right!" kind of warning.
eat less sugar and grease dude, stay healthy k?
Meanwhile, this isn't a boil of any kind--it never became a pustule, it went from bad zit right to weeping sore. Also--I'd have to GET healthy before I could STAY healthy, but I take your meaning.
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Mericus: I do believe you need to study the story of Sodom and Gomorrah a bit more thoroughly; while the Jordan valley does lie on a fault, there's been no volcano near it for about 4000 years. Wikipedia has a very good article on it (one that is remarkably free from gay-bashing, even).
More generally, the Bible is against sexual relations outside (a male-female) marriage. Logically that includes homosexual activity. Just saying.
On another note, the Bible is considerably more liberated than those stuffy Victorians liked to think. Just a few examples: the 'Song of Solomon' is pretty erotic poetry, and on the opposite tack Ezekiel 23 is very crude. And when Abraham says to Eliezer in Genesis 24:3 "Put your hand under my thigh" he means 'put your hand near my twig and berries' (there's another for your collection, Deathpuppy).
Anyway, this is far off-topic as I'll get here, if anyone wants to discuss this, feel free to note me.
Also i have a bible dictionary that has fift-five accredetided PHd's and master deggreed scholars that clearly state that NO where does the bible specifically state that homosexuality is against God's laws. But only that Homosexual rape was. i tend to state things when i have proof. The scholars are learned men of the bible and of multiple ancient languages, i tend to believe them more than simple hearsay from bible thumpers trying to give me a morailty justification for their draconian views. No offense intended by the way.
Still, my personal problem with religion isn't neccesarily the Bible itself--only the way it's used to justify devisiveness and bigotry. The Bible is a mishmash of mythology, literature and history, but it ISN'T absolute truth, because there's no such thing.
If Christians (or Muslims if that's your bent) really are the only ones who get to go to Heaven--what an incredibly sucky place it must be.
I just can't go along with beliefs that put arbitrary dogmatic practices over the actually worth of people's lives and hearts.
But then most of the bible is the way it is to promote a sectarian view, not history and wisdom from what others did in dire sircumstances. But ione major statement conncerning everything, all religious books are written by men, (or women). NONE are written by God, therefore anyone that uses the bible or the Koran or the Tibetan book of the dead to purport their religious views as being superior cannot found their statements upon God's actual words. The only way to get that is by direct communication to God, or through a bridge. In most people through your dreams or through learning how to purify your soul to get to the higher planes, otherwise you get only the mishmash of having only faith based this guy a long time ago supposedly did this or that in his perdictament. I had a preacher recently tell me that i did not have any foundation for what i was saying and then he asked me the question what will i say if i am brought before God and am awaiting to be admitted to heaven or cast out into hell, i answered that which i believe to be true. we as humans are here to individually make ourselves higher than when we were born, that is make our spirits a higfher grade so that when we dissolve ourselves back into the creator he is made greater.
The preacher said that he would prostarte himself before god and basically did the i am holier than thou charade thing. to which i said Oh i see you wanted me to reiterate that old sunday school teaching instead of what i actually have found out to be the truth via my own experiences. So i said then maybe since you are so knowledgable about the 'word of the bible' and answer this one question i have. after Cain killed his brother and was cast out from the sight of god, he took a wife i said who was that?
he laughed because without using the same method that i used to state my beliefs upon ie the cabballa there is no way he can answer that question!
anyway sorry to load up you Owie post with goop.
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oh and u better go lie down or something if its hurting then?
When the anthrax attack followed 9/11, the federalies threatened the Cipro patent owner that their patent would be revoked unless they sold the feds huge amounts of the antibiotic at far below market prices. Which the company did. The message is clear: don't invest money in antibiotic development and approval...
I went to the doctor today and he gave me a new antibiotic perscription that cost $50! The Insurance paid over a hundred on it, so this drug costs OVER $150 retail. I'm pretty sure it don't cost anywhere near that much to produce. Of course, I can't complain--he also gave me a percoset perscription. @0@
Get better I wanna see more Chronofur.
and for the rest of you.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cellulitis
*Hugs* Thanks for writing!
peace and get well!