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Scariest moment ever
15 years ago
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╚══╩═╩═╩═╩═╩╩╩╩═╝ Before you read on, I must warn anybody that I might get a little bit emo... but considering my train of thought at the moment, I take this as my right
Anyway, what's your scariest moment ever? That one time a giant ass spider crept along your arm? Or perhaps when you were outside during night, and you could have sworn the shadows are moving? Perhaps you met the bogeyman.
My moment happened today, in broad daylight, in a train.
The day started out nicely, it's finally getting warm again, and I had the train wagon (is that the correct term?) all to myself. When out of nowhere my heart made this horrible thump. Not the kind of thump it should normally do to circulate blood. Or the thump it makes when you first meet/hear/feel your love interest.
No this was the kind of thump where it felt as if my heart suddenly collapsed. And obviously the gods had it in for me that day, because it didnt stop with that. After that I quickly lost my vision. Not seeing black though, just a big ass white spot in front of me. Like when you stand up to fast. But that still wasnt all, because I also lost all the feeling in my limbs. I knew I was moving them around, but I just couldnt feel it. This all lasted for about 10 minutes.
I was honestly thinking I was having an heart attack. I thought I was going to die, in a crappy train wagon that really needed cleaning...
Emo part here
But the scariest thing of it all? Scarier than all the physical harm. Was the fact that I didnt really care all that much. And THAT is scary.
It wasnt like I wanted to die or something, I'm not that emo. But it just occurred to me at that time that I have very little to live for. Besides my family, nobody would really mourn over me, because nearly all my friends are online buddies. And they'd probably think I stopped playing, or (ironically) got a life. No one would ever know what happened to me.
Not sure why I'm telling you people this, I mean there isnt much you can do to change about it... I just want to vent, because I'm still rather shaken by all of this (no, I didnt go to a doctor... perhaps I should)
Anyway, what's your scariest moment ever? That one time a giant ass spider crept along your arm? Or perhaps when you were outside during night, and you could have sworn the shadows are moving? Perhaps you met the bogeyman.
My moment happened today, in broad daylight, in a train.
The day started out nicely, it's finally getting warm again, and I had the train wagon (is that the correct term?) all to myself. When out of nowhere my heart made this horrible thump. Not the kind of thump it should normally do to circulate blood. Or the thump it makes when you first meet/hear/feel your love interest.
No this was the kind of thump where it felt as if my heart suddenly collapsed. And obviously the gods had it in for me that day, because it didnt stop with that. After that I quickly lost my vision. Not seeing black though, just a big ass white spot in front of me. Like when you stand up to fast. But that still wasnt all, because I also lost all the feeling in my limbs. I knew I was moving them around, but I just couldnt feel it. This all lasted for about 10 minutes.
I was honestly thinking I was having an heart attack. I thought I was going to die, in a crappy train wagon that really needed cleaning...
Emo part here
But the scariest thing of it all? Scarier than all the physical harm. Was the fact that I didnt really care all that much. And THAT is scary.
It wasnt like I wanted to die or something, I'm not that emo. But it just occurred to me at that time that I have very little to live for. Besides my family, nobody would really mourn over me, because nearly all my friends are online buddies. And they'd probably think I stopped playing, or (ironically) got a life. No one would ever know what happened to me.
Not sure why I'm telling you people this, I mean there isnt much you can do to change about it... I just want to vent, because I'm still rather shaken by all of this (no, I didnt go to a doctor... perhaps I should)
Eat more, you skinny freak. Go to the doctor. and Eat.
and truth be told, I doubt you would mourn... I mean, you would if you knew, but how would you? It's not like there's an internet obituary or something (or is there... that's be kinda freaky)
perhaps you're psychic
hearts suck, dont they?
They had to put 7 i.v. bags in me. ^^;
probably why I'm so afraid of seeing a doctor about this... what if he confirms anything and I actually need to be hospitalized?
and I just read that you'd feel a pain in your left arm the moment you're having an heart attack
"Feel pain that extends from your chest into the jaw, left arm or left shoulder" http://familydoctor.org/online/famd.....asics/291.html
thats a slight relieve I guess