I feel like shit!

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Damn Kansas, if its not 100 degrees, its windy as hell, if not windy, its sunny...
All three of that today^^
I simply want a few days if cold rain and no wind, for a few days straight :3


So, I have been thinking.
My favourite top bands are "In Flames" "Rammstein" and "Ensiferum" and "modest mouse"
I love the rythom they carry, the beat the echo, the pulse and the landscapes that are painted with the beautifull coordination of the instruments

Rammstein is what is weird, I love the music, very haunting and it reverberates through my shull like a hammer on a bell, especially "Rosenrot"
All the music I listen to is involved with my thought ideas and beliefs, they are what help me understand. So translations help when listening to german lyrics, a song I like by them is as I found out, a very hardcore gay, guy on guy song...So I was like huh...As I still like the song, I thing it would probably not be appropriate to play loudly while driving down a street full of old mennonites that know German, Mann Gegen Mann---It used to sound like some sort of march when I first heard it XDD...

EDIT: Without music, I'm pretty sure I would be more comfused than I am now, music has brought me a sense of understanding, through the lyrics I have had many thoughts that revolve around pretty close to every topic, ok, now I need to find something to do^^
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Anyways, besides that random tidbit of info
I was late for work, and someone got fired, I can't help but feel like it was all my fault.
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Just saw Daybreakers, not too bad of a movie if I do say so^^
Also with, Alice in wonderland, Enemy of the State, Men who stare at Gaots XDDD(Awesum)




My favourite song as of now is "zerstoren"-Rammstein followed by almost any song by In Flames...

I think I might post more....I did this for a reason, I am just not sure the reason is what I have typed...^^;
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....I need a girlfriend...

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But at least I feel something...