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Is it too much? (Warning, Emo hyena rant)
15 years ago
Time: 3:30am
So I'm here, sitting in the same spot i've been in most of the day thinking over what I'm working towards in my life. To be honest, I see nothing wrong with it, I'm close to getting my associates degree in arts and I'm switching my major in the fall to psycology with a minor in fine arts (2-d media). I've started up a strict exercise schedule, so I can be stronger and more able to move come AC and any other coming time in my life. I haven't gotten a job yet in this silly town, but I'm working on it and there's nothing that can stop me from moving forward.
I shouldn't have anything to worry about right?
And yet....there it is, the nagging sensation that I'm missing something, something important. A world that I've only tasted once.....
Love....
After the separation from one of my dearest friends I've finally been able to process the separation and we're talking again as if nothing happened, and I'm so thankfull for that.
But my heart doesn't listen, I want someone to love, someone who loves me.....Girl, boy or inbetween, I don't judge on that. I care about the person inside, the spirit and the mind....
So here it is, my moment of truth, I'm looking again. I know it will be hard and truely I don't think anyone is ever ready, but I'm gonna try again....I'm gonna see if I can move again on my own two paws.
What I'm looking for
-someone to laugh and cry with
-someone who takes things in stride
-someone who isn't afraid to touch me
-someone who is willing to be teased and to tease me
-someone who wants more but is happy to be as we are
-someone who is willing to wait
-someone who can deal with obsessions, worry and the occasional emo fit
-someone who doesn't care what I look like
-someone who embraces change
-who calls me cute even when I don't feel like it
-who cares
-who is willing to try new things
-who doesn't care that I am pagan and in fact embraces it
-someone who will talk to me, tell me what's wrong if they are upset, and tell me the good things when their happy
Even A list that small I feel is asking too much sometimes....
Are you out there, my someone?
So I'm here, sitting in the same spot i've been in most of the day thinking over what I'm working towards in my life. To be honest, I see nothing wrong with it, I'm close to getting my associates degree in arts and I'm switching my major in the fall to psycology with a minor in fine arts (2-d media). I've started up a strict exercise schedule, so I can be stronger and more able to move come AC and any other coming time in my life. I haven't gotten a job yet in this silly town, but I'm working on it and there's nothing that can stop me from moving forward.
I shouldn't have anything to worry about right?
And yet....there it is, the nagging sensation that I'm missing something, something important. A world that I've only tasted once.....
Love....
After the separation from one of my dearest friends I've finally been able to process the separation and we're talking again as if nothing happened, and I'm so thankfull for that.
But my heart doesn't listen, I want someone to love, someone who loves me.....Girl, boy or inbetween, I don't judge on that. I care about the person inside, the spirit and the mind....
So here it is, my moment of truth, I'm looking again. I know it will be hard and truely I don't think anyone is ever ready, but I'm gonna try again....I'm gonna see if I can move again on my own two paws.
What I'm looking for
-someone to laugh and cry with
-someone who takes things in stride
-someone who isn't afraid to touch me
-someone who is willing to be teased and to tease me
-someone who wants more but is happy to be as we are
-someone who is willing to wait
-someone who can deal with obsessions, worry and the occasional emo fit
-someone who doesn't care what I look like
-someone who embraces change
-who calls me cute even when I don't feel like it
-who cares
-who is willing to try new things
-who doesn't care that I am pagan and in fact embraces it
-someone who will talk to me, tell me what's wrong if they are upset, and tell me the good things when their happy
Even A list that small I feel is asking too much sometimes....
Are you out there, my someone?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X361.....eature=related Have this. It helped me. <3
Don't look. They come to find you. lol
...least that's what happened with me! x3 Knocked me flat on my butt.
cheer up love.