You have no idea how much I want to thank you all for your comforting words. I never knew there was so many people that actually cared. It might sound emo, but it's true. I don't have much friends in RL, and I had some BAAAAD experiences online.

Thanks to you all I am slowly but surely recovering! I have yet vomited my breakfast, and I had a good 10h sleep for the first in weeks!(even if it was a black out, it's still technically "sleeping" XD). I do feel like vomiting the food right now, but I'll try to hold it in. My heart still feels like it wants to fucking implode, but I "think" it is getting better.

Again, thanks to you all who helped me *hugs you all*