To all my friends on msn & here, or to anyone else who happens to care~

Near the end of last week i started a new position as a home nurse/personal care taker. Since i just started things are really hectic right now. im supper tired because i need to be up at 5:30 to get him out of bed, and since i need to watch him for most of the day i havent even had time to start unpacking my clothes yet(i moved in). i've had a few chances here and there to hop on, and i can check messages on my phone.

But for the time being, unfortunately, i wont have a lot of time to chat on any messengers.
Hopefully once i get the hang of things and im out of training mode and have a routine down packed i'll have more personal time. we're also trying to get a third aid in the house so it will be even easier, but for right now its just me and someone else, with me doing mornings & day and her doing nights.
Also i'll be starting another job next week so that's just going to add to the stress and work load...

i just wanted to let you all know, because i have seen the messages you've been sending when i get the chance to log for like 5 minutes, but you're either offline by the time i see them, or since i have so little time i dont even get the chance to respond or have a full conversation.
i feel REALLY bad, and im not ignoring you, and i DO love you all and want to talk to you, i just, can't right now.. i hope you understand and don't resent me for it.

Take care, and hope to ttyl♥