Running around, screaming and on fire...
15 years ago
But got some good news today!
I spent 5 hours yesterday cleaning up around the building, which ended up paying my rent for this month. Yay! Moved some gravel, picked up a bunch of trash, and swept like mad. It was hot, it was tiring... but now I don't have to worry about rent money for the rest of the month! YAY!
So... hmm. Looking for a new job... something that's going to give me some hours that are HALF DECENT (glares at Gamestop) and pay the bills. As it is, it's about time for my "end of the month bills" for June and I'm not sure I can handle them all. Credit card, car insurance, medical bills... at least I'm back in Forbearance on my student loans.
The new place is awesome... and soon, I shall have my computer back! YAY! My roommate, a nonfur, is a very cool guy. I've been hanging out A LOT with nonfurs but they know I am one and they're cool with it. Rennies and one of the local BDSM groups have been my homes as of lately, and it's been a real joy getting to know new people. I really rather like living in the Midtown area... close to the Plaza, close to Downtown, and nothing is more than 10 minutes away. Traffic sucks more often than not, but I'm getting used to it, and quickly.
Speaking of traveling by car, here's the update for that. I had to drain my savings account just to survive for the last month or so, so back to $0/$750 (plus tax, title and fees) and I told the dude that is selling me the car that I just don't have it and don't know when I will. BUT I'm busting ass to look for a job, so... something good should come of that soon... I had an interview this morning, unfortunately they're not looking to get me started until the end of July.
Okay, I just want to say that there is a man in Springfield, Missouri who I owe everything to. He just sent me the money I will need to pay the rest of this months bills AND buy some more ramen noodles. Thank the Gods above for those who love me, and how they show me. I saw a piece of artwork, done totally at random, of me by the truly wonderful
Rotsuoy_Wolfen. It's here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3951660 and truly made me the happiest that I had been for a while.
It's the little things that keep this jackal going, you know? And everyday being single gets easier. It really, really does. So thanks for all the prayers and positive thoughts... it really is keeping me alive at this point.
Onward I tread. Onward for the glory of myself and those I love most. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!! <3
I spent 5 hours yesterday cleaning up around the building, which ended up paying my rent for this month. Yay! Moved some gravel, picked up a bunch of trash, and swept like mad. It was hot, it was tiring... but now I don't have to worry about rent money for the rest of the month! YAY!
So... hmm. Looking for a new job... something that's going to give me some hours that are HALF DECENT (glares at Gamestop) and pay the bills. As it is, it's about time for my "end of the month bills" for June and I'm not sure I can handle them all. Credit card, car insurance, medical bills... at least I'm back in Forbearance on my student loans.
The new place is awesome... and soon, I shall have my computer back! YAY! My roommate, a nonfur, is a very cool guy. I've been hanging out A LOT with nonfurs but they know I am one and they're cool with it. Rennies and one of the local BDSM groups have been my homes as of lately, and it's been a real joy getting to know new people. I really rather like living in the Midtown area... close to the Plaza, close to Downtown, and nothing is more than 10 minutes away. Traffic sucks more often than not, but I'm getting used to it, and quickly.
Speaking of traveling by car, here's the update for that. I had to drain my savings account just to survive for the last month or so, so back to $0/$750 (plus tax, title and fees) and I told the dude that is selling me the car that I just don't have it and don't know when I will. BUT I'm busting ass to look for a job, so... something good should come of that soon... I had an interview this morning, unfortunately they're not looking to get me started until the end of July.
Okay, I just want to say that there is a man in Springfield, Missouri who I owe everything to. He just sent me the money I will need to pay the rest of this months bills AND buy some more ramen noodles. Thank the Gods above for those who love me, and how they show me. I saw a piece of artwork, done totally at random, of me by the truly wonderful

It's the little things that keep this jackal going, you know? And everyday being single gets easier. It really, really does. So thanks for all the prayers and positive thoughts... it really is keeping me alive at this point.
Onward I tread. Onward for the glory of myself and those I love most. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!! <3
We really do need to hang out sometime, perhaps when I get a moment of free time on the weekend or something you know.
And how interesting, my mother lives in Springfield, MO now, she's been wanting to come down and eat dinner with me on the Plaza sometime, though most of our conversations now is her telling me I'm an alcoholic....
Anyways, I keep you in my thoughts and hope the best for ya.
Im so glAD YOURE DOING BETTER THOUGH, SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SOOOOOO GLAD!
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